Journey of A Builder

2012

2012-01-01T22:17:00.003+08:00

I changed my blog from "Life goes on" to "Journey of a Builder". I would like to capture the moment of pursuing my lifelong dream which is to be a builder. To be exact a city builder.

Yes... My dream is to Build a City.

Hence, start from this very moment, I starts my journey from an assistant site engineer in a developer firm. Every journey starts from a single step and every city needs a proper planning.

2012 marks a milestone year for me start my journey!!! Wuhooo~~~ Looking forward...

Let's start with some 2012 plan:

1. Start-up a company that serve for the betterment of the society

2. Enlarge social circle by participating in some public events like talks, events and etc...

3. Improve social skills/ soft skills e.g. sales and marketing skills

Do it or regret it... Let's make a change!

Gratitude

2010-03-30T05:36:00.001+08:00

Guess wud? It is 425 am in the morning, Mc Donald just doesn't seems shortage of any customers. I guess Malaysians just don't sleep much as we are always hardworking.

Basically, I just left a few more weeks left as a career as a student. However, the Final Year Project just doesn't seems right. Besides that, Integrated Design report submission date is also around the corner. Haha... I'm not here to complain.

Thinking back, it is pretty fast. I have been in UNITEN for 4 and a half years or 4 years and 5 months to be exact. Still remember I was coming to KL together with Lik Jin from Singapore to Larkin and straight to KL with my big luggage. The memory is so fresh just like yesterday. Anyway that is the past.

Reached KL and met with my parents which brought me to uni. Back in Singapore, I was alone, but back then in KL my parents were there. Hahaha... Maybe to make sure I got a condusive area to study and repeat what happened in Singapore... Haha... Grateful...

UNITEN is never lack of Kuching friends, from Lucas the pioneer to Wui Jern and Chia Hui whom are in the same intake as mine. Staying together for more than 4 years... LOL!!! Again grateful...

New environment, definitely got some time to settle down. A lot of unfamiliar face, as a boy who is kinda quiet, definitely got some fear built in his heart. However, due to the friendliness of those unfamiliar faces, I was perhaps accepted. Haha... Cool... Tonnes of friends... Firstly is the 2 Sibu kia, Billy and Max. Next are the 3 Banting-ian, Chia Khai, Yung Xuen and Chong Kiat. Then the two so-called seniors, King and Dison. Then is Lucas' bunch of gangs, Malcolm, Edwin, Ah Fan, Vincent and so many la... Next is those June intake Civil gangs like Ah Chuan, Choon Yee, Ming Xian, Raymond, Ah Chong, Ah Soon, Ching Wei and lot lot more. Something strange during one semester, I met Grace who is just staying opposite my house, small world huh? Of course when moving out, got two new housemates, Chuan Hang and Wee Ser. Again, this is the past 4.5 years... Very very grateful...

Present, some are having honeymoon and some are still in exam or fyp mood. Doing our best as the last few days as a student. Enjoying it to the fullest.

Soon, everyone will be heading towards different path. Some going further studies and of cause some going to work. From Malaysia up till United Kingdom, separated everywhere. And of cause some decide to stay put and put a thought to it. Is going uni really their choice?

Haha... It is gonna be real soon...

Seeing from top

2010-01-08T08:11:00.005+08:00

If I'm standing on top of everyone, I think I will got a better view, different perspective and different dimension. Looking down at the people. Everyone is busy with their own task or just like ants busy carry their food.

Everyone seems like got different expression. Some of them will have a smile on their face. Some are showing their 'pek chek' face. Some showing 'emo' face. As I am the one on top obviously with an evil grin on my face enjoy seeing the different expression of all the people.

Everyone seems like got a mission to accomplish. At the same time you will see all with different kind of activities. Some are working and some are slacking. Some are enjoying and some are suffering. Very seldom I can see the friends that used to be together since childhood will be together now. They are so alike when they are together when young. Doing the same thing, reading the same book, sharing the same joke, chasing the same ball, gossiping the same hot issue, riding the same bus and having the same naive thoughts. Now, they are so different no matter by looks, location, activities, thoughts and feelings.

I hear crying sound. I turn my head over, I see a mom holding the baby. The mom is really smiling while holding the baby like it is the most precious thing on earth trying her best to give the baby to best she can. This must be one of the warmest moments that I have ever seen.
Not far, I can see a bunch of children at about 13 to 14 years old are chasing here and there. The sincere laughter and happiness from their face shows that they are enjoying the very moment they are together.

Bang!” the loud sound attracted my attention and look behind. A ‘P’ car just knocked another car. A young driver comes out looking panic. I bet this must be his first accident. Don’t know want to call his parents or not. “Hello, Daddy… I got into accident.” “Oh my God, are you ok? Are you hurt?” “I’m ok, but your car…” “It’s ok dear, as long you are ok. Where are you now? I will be there in 5 minutes. Don’t cry.”

Just in front of me, there is a teen that just got an offer letter from the university. He is excited but also not sure on which road to choose. With a road diverge into two, he need to choose. This is probably the first biggest decision he has to make at that time. To go or not to go. Looking at his parents struggling to pay the loans, cards and bills, he hesitates. In the end, he just tears of the letter and smile in front of his parents' face, "Might be the University just don like me. Haha..."

I smiled and turn my head onto my left, I saw a person drinking beer bottom-up bottle after bottle. Smiling with tears rolling down his cheeks. I can see sorrow in his face. I bet he probably just got a fight or quarrel with his girlfriend. Looking back at his past, he had been working so hard to maintain this relationship, working part-time to buy the things that his girlfriend wanted till fishing in the class, spending a whole weekend with her by rejecting his bunch of friends to picnic in Port Dickson and cheating to his parents that he is studying in library all the times while he wasn't. Again, I feel sad.

Turning on my right, I saw a girl just hugging his boyfriend and said, "Don't worry, at least you still got me." Holding her boyfriend hand and cuddled into his boyfriend hug. Her boyfriend just got bad day by getting a sort of awful result in class and neglected by his bunch of friends. Parents of his friends are whispering to their ears to not mix up with him so much. But I can see from his face, he feels contented with his girlfriend.

At the far end, I saw something is tossed up. It is actually a graduation ceremony going on. A bunch of young people are happily enjoying the very moment of their graduation ceremony. I can see some of them with watery eyes. I bet they want to keep hold of that moment cause after that everyone will be moving in their own direction don’t know when will be another gathering for them.

A male adult will definitely working hard day and night to be the bread-winner of the family or trying to build a career. If he is a father, no matter how hard he work, how 'pek chek' his face, how 'sien' he is and how he hate the work himself, when he got back home looking at his lovely wife and children waving for him to come home, he will smile from the bottom of his heart and thinks that everything is worth it. But, sometimes the picture just isn't that nice. Sometimes, a guy who just got back from work, his wife just nagging to him why he is still driving that old Saga, why this, why that. Even he feels sorry for the children that saw everything. He wants to let the children feels that he is a hero, but he just can't. He wanted to talk about what happen in school that day, but just don't dare to open his mouth.

At another corner, a farmer who just came back from the farm with a few potatoes in his hand from the farm got back home. His children are excited to their dad come home. Putting down the potatoes and hugging up his children, "Oh boy, how's your lovely day?"."Daddy, today my teacher to write an essay... ..." the kid is just so excited to share everything with his daddy. Putting down the kid, he saw the wife is standing at the door watching them with a smile on her face from the bottom of her heart. He just walk over and hug his wife, "I love you dear."

I’m tired and I slowly slowly close my eye lid.

Review of 2009 wishlist

2009-11-30T18:13:00.002+08:00

Well, now it is almost the end of 2009. Hence, I will make a review on my 2009 wishlist.

1. More and more friends... I want more...

well basically, it is quite ok... Got to know to the Tan's sisters. Besides that, got to know to some working people. And oso alot of really truthful friends.

Comment: Very Good

2. Go more places and see more things (counted as wish list? counted kua...)

Ok, when to Penang, Broga, Nott Uni Msia, Murni, countless of Mid Valley trips, the Curve, Cineleisure, Semadang, Sri Aman.

Comment: Very Good

3. More time with family...

Ok, this one not really done. The time I spent in Kuching more is outside at Sekama Kolo Mee, Pang Pang and so on. Time at home very less. Some more the year end holiday, spent my time at KL planning to do my project which eventually not done. But still got accompany them once in a while.

Comment: Ok ok only

4. Pass this crucial sem

Well, I did pass these 2 crucial sems. Not a fly colour result. But a pass is a pass.

Comment: Very Satisfied

5. Part-time job (Now staying outside = more expenses)

Yes very true, expenses are sky high. From UPTEN to Poh Long to Sri Petaling to Murni to Semenyih. It is very syiok spending all the money. Part-time job not really did much.

Comment: Not fulfilled but very content with the current life.

6. Hehe... I want more time to SLEEP~~~ woot woot~~~

Basically during the sem, I din't really sleep much. But for the holidays, I slept for usually 12 - 16 hours per day.

Comment: Counted as fulfilled.

7. But, actually the thing I want is more money. Cause wanna go a buffet also need to think up think down, think left think right. In the end still din go. Haha...

Well, still haven't go to the buffet yet... It is still an issue.

Comment: Not Done

8. Intern in Petronas? Very very very slim chance. Can say is 0% chance. Anyway still hoping for it.

Petronas? Din't apply. But work at Wahba. Learnt a lot.

Comment: Though is not Petronas. But very satisfied.

9. Man Utd win the BPL and UCL title again? (I can just support it...)

Man Utd won the BPL and runner-up for UCL. Congrats congrats.

Comment: Though not the Champion for UCL but still very contented

10. ...

Very happy with it. Everyone are having a fun time I suppose. Time to have fun and gather together for the year before we graduate. Perspective of life does change a little here and there. However, I strongly believe it is changed for the good.

Make a Difference

2009-10-30T13:07:00.003+08:00

The video above, make a difference in my life. Though no tears were shed, but I can feel it deep inside my heart. Something has gone wrong in this world. We have to make a change. Though is a little bit, it can make a difference.

I searched through the Internet for voluntary work abroad. I found quite a few but is self expenses which can up to RM 10k for the overall trip. Of cause this will not stop the determination in my heart to continue for the dream to do voluntary work abroad. I searched for some local Organizations.

I found this:

Raleigh International Kuala Lumpur

SCI Malaysia

Yayasan Salam Malaysia

I shared the video with Wui Jern, my fellow buddy, I found out that we have a common thoughts to contribute a bit to the kids in the video. Currently the searching is still on to find a sponsored trip to Africa for voluntary work. Before that, we will also try to participate in some local voluntary works like helping the natives in our own beloved states, Sarawak.

It will be such a dream come true to be there make a change in someone's life. As I believe changing someone's life will make us change to a better person. Just like Newton's law, action-reaction theory.

Hence, I found out this, SEACHANGE.

I want to be there YES2009. Pledge for change, SEACHANGE.

I am soooooo regret!

2009-07-17T17:01:00.002+08:00

Currently upset swept through me. A decision without any thoughts may cause to regret for the rest of my life. I might just let the only chance in my life just wasted like this. It is only when they left, I felt the foolishness inside myself.

I had just rejected a offer to view the dream team. The favourite team of my life, Manchester United.

Park Ji Sung, Rooney, Ferdinand, Van der Sar, Sir Alex Ferguson, Berbatov, Owen, Scholes, Giggs, Macheda... Oh My God, it is unbelievable that I just turned down the offer to see the training session...

It is The F Word Adjective

2009-07-10T01:25:00.006+08:00

It has been F * * KING long since I last updated my blog. However, this is not the F * * KING problem as there is no one F * * KING care.

Haha... This is not emo thou. Just to write down some milestones done during this almost 1 week in KL.

1. Durian buffet at SS2... RM 15 per pax... Total 5 persons of almost 15 durians...

2. Went to the The Curve - IKEA - Tesco at Damansara

3. Went to the REAL Mid Valley Megamall

4. Went to Cheras Pasar Malam

5. Went to 2 different Mamak Stalls

6. Poh Long (always your smartest choice)

7. Met David twice

8. Dim Sum at Sri Petaling

9. Watch a F * * KING SOHAI Movie named "Drag Me to Hell"

10. Bak Kut Teh at Serdang

11. Yu Dao Mai at SK

and finally F * * KING lots of gossips and updates...

Conclusion

It is F * * KING happening!

Lai lai... New Blog!

2009-06-23T13:39:00.003+08:00

Tommy's Football

ya... Football again...

2009-06-17T21:23:00.002+08:00

Before that... Different kind of feelings will make you want to listen to different kind of music. Sometimes you want to listen to P-p-p-poker face p-p-poker face, Bang bang boom... But sometimes, you just want to listen to some softest music like wo yan yi wei ni... Sometimes you just want to be left alone...

A rainbow just above in the sky will be spotted by how many people? Everyone is in the jam but just how many of them will spot the rainbow?

Back to topic... C. Ronaldo gone to Real Madrid for 80 million pounds. At first I would just like him to leave due to his lansi-ness. But then again, this kind of player is just too hard to find. There aren't much of this kind of player. Btw, what is gone is gone. We have to look forward.

Now, the question is who will fill in the void of CR7??? Nani? Welbeck? Ribery? Valencia? Let's just analyse some of them. Nani seems like not that good after all since all those performances last season. Welbeck? If chances are given, he might be able to shine. But it might take time. Ribery? Bayern is looking to profit from their french star for 87 mil cause SAF just got a transfer crest of 20 mil + 80 mil from CR7. For me, it just don't worth it for a player of 26++ yrs old, though he will be able to fit it suitably but not perfectly. Valencia? I am not sure, but from what I heard he is fast.

So, what is my choice then? For what I think Robben and Huntelaar are suitable. Robben is a proven winger in Chelsea during his time in EPL. Though he might not be performing that good in Real Madrid but he might as well fill in the void of CR7 while give some time for the youth player to nurture. As for Huntelaar, might as well chances have to ge given to him one more time. He might be just the next Ruud. Who knows?

The question is that, right wing might not be the biggest prob in Man Utd. Why not buy a better defensive mid if Hargreaves if still unable to be fit all the time. Mascherano is good but I don't think that is a possible one. They are still some good defensive midfield. Diarra will be good as well.

You might think that why do we want to buy players that Real Madrid don't want? Well, I think next season will be just the transition period for Man Utd. It is a time to give a chance for the youngsters like Gibson, Macheda, Welbeck, Possebon, Rafael, Fabio, Foster, Anderson, Evans and Nani to stand up. While get some experienced players to fill in some of the voids left out. Since they are left out of the team, they will not be that expensive. I think is not worth it to get 80 mil pounds from CR7 and spend 50 mil pounds for just another player. It is pointless...

Anyway... Glory glory all the way!

It is the kosong-ness...

2009-06-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

Ya...I have been alone since last Saturday afternoon sending my parents to the airport...Well, not quite alone as well. From what I get, ALOT!!! A lot do happened but just too long story sometimes. You might think that, Glory Glory... Freedom!!!

The first hour, indeed it is...

Slowly...

Slowly...

It is the kosong-ness...

Before that, some encouragement to our friend, Mr Kenny. After some provoking, you did it but not quite as well. Anyway just GO GO GO!!!

I tried something new.

Cooked alone - Washed all the dishes alone - Eat alone

Watched movie alone

After almost 22 years accumulation of my timid-ness, I am alone. Yup, when you are alone you tend to think more. Well, if you are those artistic person, do be alone. All your nerves and veins of creation will be very very rich and dozens of ideas of either realistic or not will come up in your mind. Cool right? But better not to the bad way. You tend to think negatively. This time you will lose your direction.

I tried both... Since my sense of direction is not that good so it doesn't matter if I lose my direction... I need a guide seriously... Hehehe...

Again, when you are alone, you will know how valuable your friends are. Remember, please do not always reject your friends invitation as you will get it back. This is when you have to go to watch movie alone. Laugh alone though the Ah Pek on your right is sleeping soundly and the couple on your left is busy whispering to each other.

Again, this is the time you feel that a girl friend is very precious. Ya, I mean a girl friend or a boy friend (for girls and not for me). You really do feel lonely when you are alone. You feel empty. Kosong... Everything you eat like cannot masuk like that. Even though you are hungry but just after 1 bite, you feel enough.

Again, this is the time you will feel that you are longing for the nagging of your parents. You feel very strange to go back home at 1 am and the next morning nobody is there to ask you what time you came back last night. You feel that, the chicken rice at the chicken rice shop is no better than a simple rice and soya sauce by your mom... OMG... I got continuous 2 meals of chicken rice liao... I hope the next meal is not pure carbo again... I want sth green...

Anyway, I think that's enough for my Home Alone experience.

This June

Home Alone: Tommy's Kosong-ness

Movie cannot be watched alone???

2009-05-10T20:01:00.004+08:00

From last time with a group of 8 to 9 buddies to watch movie to now...???

Chi chi cham cham only can find 4 persons go for movie nia... When one of the elders said not to go cause of some lame excuse... "Bo lui" The whole trip canceled... This is when others will "Tarik Diri" left 2 only... 2 ma lat lou go movie??? Don't want la... Then this tought came across my mind... Go alone??? Wah~~~ Don't la like that...

This time is the time I feel that a girl friend is very essential. Well, a girl friend is not a girl friend though. It is like a best friend kind of girl friend. Why? Cause two "ma lat lou" cannot go watch movie together. But... 1 boy and 1 girl can go watch together... Haha... Crazy toughts...

Anyway, 14 May, Angels vs Demons, I must watch no matter is alone... I don't care...

Time passed really fast. Though I don't like this kind of life, but it is passing really fast till I din't notice it at all... Saturday and Sunday is always very fast. As for weekdays... Errr... Ok la...

Common common... No more slacking...

2009-05-02T19:41:00.002+08:00

I wrote a lot... But decided to clear it... Actually just come down to

SAY HI!!!

FA Cup Semi

2009-04-20T01:48:00.002+08:00

There's gone the FA cup. Something to comment...

1. Is Berbatov just passing the ball to Howard?

2. Macheda is luck rather a true talent?

3. Ferguson not wanting this trophy?

4. Is this going to be the same for the other events? Like here gone the BPL... And here gone the UCL?

5. Is this the last chance for Tevez?

Anyway,

final scoreline 0-0

with penalty shoot out

EVERTON 4-2 MAN UTD

This is a Very Good Friday

2009-04-17T23:45:00.003+08:00

YEAH~~~

Everything pass luckily din't fail... Though the result not very pretty but all I wish is pass all. Thank you very much... Grateful...

Sleep liao. Tomorrow site visit at Kampung Semadang, Bau. Borehole process... Again go jungle tracking. After today's site visit, I feel that Civil Engineer is actually very very great. (wei da) I went to Kg Semadang and saw that there are even no roads there, no proper sanitation system, no supermarket and just a simple grocery shop. Besides that, there is only a simple hanging bridge for people to walk through it connecting it to the outside world. Our project is to build a bridge linking it with the outside road. Though is going through the jungle tomorrow to find the borehole, but I am proud of this profession. Next time, I might not be one of them, but a salute for them, the Civil Engineers...

Man Utd through to the semi and will be facing the Gunners. Good luck Man Utd... Glory glory all the way...

++ add-on

2009-04-12T22:52:00.003+08:00

++ add-on to the previous post

just browse through some soccer report about Sunderland vs Man Utd... Again it is luck on our side. Or it is just a born or a new star? Macheda again is the savior. I not sure it is luck or not but it is him that secure the 3 points. A bow for him... Thank you Macheda... Though not to forget all the hardworking players on the pitch especially Rooney. Next match will be Porto FC vs Man Utd. I have to admit that Man Utd is not in a better position. With Porto's 2 away goals, we only got a very slim chance to qualify next round. A draw will not finish the job only with win.

So, a support for Man Utd in the upcoming match and as well as Liverpool... Who ask Liverpool is almost all my best buddies' favourites.

Wa Mai

2009-04-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

I wrote a long passage already but decided not to post it cause it can be summed up to 1 sentence.

I DON'T WANT 8 TO 5...

That's all... Tomorrow is Monday. I can feel the Monday's blue even at Sunday...

IT

2009-04-08T13:09:00.001+08:00

Guess what?

what???

I am currently IT... IT? Industrial Training... Lunch time I supposed... Just slacking around...

Ngek Ngek

2009-04-01T01:46:00.004+08:00

Today will be the last paper for the sem... Hope everything will be going on smoothly. I don't want any paper failed. Ngek ngek... Today is April Fool, so for those who know will kena fool, please give some face to our friend and believe them. They spend effort on it which means they care.

After the final will be internship. It will be the baby steps for us the undergraduate to be better prepared for next time in the society. It is also a reminder to tell us to reconsider our future, is it really suitable for us to be in this field? Next year, I bet alot of my batch will be graduating. Everyone will be more busy with their own stuff. Some might even starting to plan for a new family. Remember we are not the small bunch of kids hanging around at the shops nearby to our school anymore. We cannot do some mistakes then go back just got scolded. We are adults, we bear responsibilities. It is not like: "Wah... Sushi King ah, I want!." We have to check our pocket whether we got the money to eat or not. Life will be challenging, but that's life.

Here I share a video clips... It's called world builder. Give a thought to it...

2 days break

2009-03-30T23:25:00.005+08:00

Phew... 2 days break after a long hectic final. 2 days with laptop laptop and laptop. Watching some anime which a man of a age of mine shouldn't be watching. Hehe... Ulu Langat there watch a spectacular lights off of KLCC and KL tower. That's all. Pictures available at David's and Jern's blogs. I want to comment a little bit on the Earth Hour, well I don't know how's the effect of it. However, if everyone is participating, I am sure the impact will be massive. The earth is sick, everyone knows and can feel it. We can feel the dramatic change of weather daily, natural disaster occuring more often nowadays and the HEAT~~~ We have to do our part if not the Earth will be varnished. Some simple works will do, for example, recycle your tins and newspaper, switch off the lights when you not using, car pool, don't switch on the air-con too often and others. This simple steps if are practiced by everyone, it will have a significant effect.

That night was filled some wonderful food. Besides the Grilled Herbs Lamb Chop + Lemonade Fuzz at the Haven at Ulu Langat. We managed to have dim sum at Sri Petaling. Fuh very very full and satisfying. After that, the next day, on Sunday, we got 'Yu Tao Mi'. Ngek ngek ngek, nice nice...

*david's share of Lamb Chop but is the same as mine...

Later on, ngek ngek ngek... "Tai Tai Pui", large juice with delicious burger.

Have been stuffing myself up with some very nice food. Gaining weight is for sure... Wednesday is my last paper... Slacking for so many days, seems like I better prepare myself for it.

2009-03-27T21:35:00.003+08:00

In the middle of revision, suddenly... A thought strucked me. Have you ever wonder that in this hectic life, you still got a bunch of friend willing to come out together everyone to gather every week or month. A simple gathering with some BBQ, tea, beer or even Coke. Forgetting the outside world, for that evening, everyone is just sitting together putting a sincere smile on their face. Laugh out from the bottom of the heart for even some lame joke. I would like this bunch of friends next time. I know it is quite impossible, cause everyone will be super tired and doesn't even bother to come or come with 101% of unwillingness. I don't want that.
Btw, have you found yours?

ABnormal?

2009-03-27T15:44:00.002+08:00

Currently, final is around a corner. Everybody seems to be a little abnormal? Hehe... Let start from the guy very near. I noticed this very long very long time already. He tends to let out some strange voice before a test. "Wo... wo... ah.... ah..." "Arrrr~~~" then sometimes suddenly end up with a laugh. Sometimes is really creepy. Then suddenly, he will sing loudly, whisper here whisper there and open sound loudly.

Well, me myself will sing more then usual. But this few days, I found out something, I tend to breathe harder. Is oxygen less already due to global warming or tension? Not sure... I bet is stress then. Whisper I also got. Just that some of the creepy sound I don't have. Hehe...

One more... We tend to eat more. It is midnight pass 12am. It is not the usual roti. But it is maggi goreng. Not enough so add another roti. Double dose. Ops... Sure will get fat one right? Sometimes in the middle of the revision, you will also hear someone said cendol lo... Something more strange is that, after having cendol. "Kia lo, cendol again lo..." Hehe...

Besides one more, during final we tends to blog more. Why? Cause we got more time. After final, we will be very busy with different kind of work.

Tomorrow night will be an earth hour going on at 8.30pm. Please remember to switch off your light. Do our part, save the earth.

Bu Nai Fan

2009-03-26T18:53:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is RC test... Yuhoo... I am excited? No... Just cannot study in... Got very 'bu nai fan'... Feel very disturbed... Is it said like this? Or one word "Sien" "Heck ah" "Dulan"...

So come here blog might be can calm down my nerve system? Or nervous system... Just in a search for a peace of mind... Sometimes is it life too comfortable make me slack all the way off... Is it life too comfortable made me think everything is just so not connected to me? I don't care is what I usually said. When this agitation is so strong till I cannot fall asleep. Move here move there still cannot fall asleep. Well, meditation might as well calm my mind or my heart.

It is not cause of the stress though. Doesn't seem like to me... Or this is called stress? Wow... Then, the teacher taught the wrong thing. Stress = agitation? No right? Stress leads to agitation... Sounds more correct to me...

Sometimes been wondering, something so simple why do they want to make it so tough? So that other simple minded won't understand? Then, they are smart cause they know the tough thing... Haha... Or just every simple thing need a very deep thought to it. Just like 1+1=2 is actually not that simple? Have you ever think why 1+1=2? No right? You know why? Cause it is just THAT SIMPLE... Hehe... But this might not be always true for every cases. Have you ever wonder why a stick bends and break? It is not because it break cause it broke. It is because the bending force causes stress which will cause strain then cause deflection which make it looks like it is bending. When the stresses too high which make the stick cannot sustain the strain then finally break.

So sometimes make it simple. From the book which states the difficult path, you just sum it up make it simple. The stick bend and break... Simple right? Haha...

Animator vs Animation

2009-03-26T01:32:00.002+08:00

Animator vs Animation... Check this out... Cool...

Wait... There is also game for it...

Animator vs Animation: SE

2009-03-22T21:37:00.001+08:00

Tonight

Liverpool vs Aston Villa

Jern taking on Liverpool and me taking on Aston Villa... Limau Ais 1... Lose chia draw bo siao...

2009-03-22T00:38:00.003+08:00

Baka ie!

You win la... Win la win la... Sienz...

As a Red Devil, we usually tend to love a colour red but not yellow... Hence, we always take 2 of it to make it red... This is sort of tradition to it so don't blame them... For now, it doesn't matter it is quadruple or not.

Anyway, you got my full support... Go go... Man Utd...

2009-03-21T20:21:00.001+08:00

Tonight... LIVE!

Fulham vs Manchester United

Friday

2009-03-20T15:22:00.003+08:00

Today is friday. Yup...

It is the start of the long waiting final. Everyone still seems to be in their low gear. But well, if at the same time last sem, I bet we are in the gear 5. Without him, we all seems demotivated. No mood to study. Not everyday staying library till late night. Even a single minute also din't left behind.

Well, I am well behind now. So, come out with the three hours plan. Kosong out the mind then nge nge study for three hours. Cover whatever I can cover. Then slack for a couple of hours. I don't know it works or not. I just give it a shot...

Next week will be the marathon of finals. Woohoo. Every subs is tough. History will not repeat itself. We all learnt from mistakes.

For those who got dreams, remember to stay focus and on track towards it. Never ever give up midway. Not worth~~~

A lot of things occurred recently. I just hope everything will be alright soon.

I can still feel the cha kueh tiao in my stomach... Fuh~~~ Very very full...

Share something with you guys... Wui Jern's group project...

2009-03-19T02:31:00.002+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Teon Wee...
*ops sorry late 2 and a half hour...

Emo? No no...

2009-03-17T20:00:00.003+08:00

This few days just don't feel like writing the long post. A lot of things happened, but just don wish to jot it down. Don't know why and there is no why. You might think this is an emo post but it is not.

Somehow, I am feeling of giving up everything. But that's not the usual self of me. Even in Singapore which is 10 times more difficult than now I tend to struggle till the very end. Now I learn to let go. Let go of my ego and accept my failure. Failure is not that scary after all. Life is more important than everything. The process but not the result.

Previously I am the person who just looked at the result, a result-oriented guy. But then, normally the results do not reflects it trueself or its true value. Just for example, a normal card done by ourselves is far more valuable then a RM 10.00 greeting card from the store. Got what I mean? Bad example though.

Sometimes, stop down and ask yourself... Do you still remember the colour of the sky you just passed by? Is it really blue with white clouds? Or did you miss out the rainbow? Sometimes we are busy rushing here and there... One thing I noticed, in KL average people spend around 2 hours for trips to their job place or desired place daily. But if you ask them what they see in the journey, I bet not much people will remember.

Just like our journey of life. It is good to have a big goal in front. But will this goal cause you to lose other more precious thing? Are you neglecting your parents? How long you have not seriously had a long talk with them? They are not some stranger... Cannot be just hi-and-bye. Or are you neglecting your health? By achieving your goal, you got 10 years life shorter. However, this depends on how you judge it yourself...

It is never too late to pick your phone to call someone which is so dear to you. It is never to late to stop down and look around you.

Once again, life is short. Appreciate it!

2009-03-16T18:52:00.001+08:00

THIS IS NOT A GAL'S BLOG...

New slogan though...

Life is short... Appreciate it!

2009-03-16T03:04:00.004+08:00

Today is Monday... Weee~~~

A little update: Chong Wei and Koo Kient Kiet and Tan Boon Heong won the Swiss Open...

Fixture: Man Utd Vs Fulham Sat Night... Get to work the anti-MU team... Hehe...
*write smaller since so many anti-man utd here... hehe...
*keranaMU,ku dapati ku tak leh tidur dengan bagus, belajar dengan bagus, makan dengan bagus...Hanya keranaMU...Muahahahhaha

2009-03-15T01:53:00.002+08:00

Kena hoot 4 goals damn beh song... Luckily I din't watch. If not, I think I am gonna cry. Since so many anti-mu fans here. So I better be careful in my words. Hmmm... Ever since I talked about football, I don't think I ever 'zat kao' other team and anti this anti that, I tried to be very rational. But in return seems like other fans are full of emotions and feelings. I agree with you to be daring to express your feeling... No matter happy, sad or angry... Share with me I will join you guys...

Congrats to Liverpool fans... 4-1 over fierce rival. Happy for you... You guys walk together lo... I walk back my glory path ALONE... Yes I mean alone. You see ah... Vidic got red card, he walked out ALONE. Ronaldo like to run here run there ALONE. That's why they lose for this match.

So, now lose liao... Start new record again lo... Most importantly is the quadruple bid. The trophy is more important a single match. Many may expect we to fall or crumble or tumble down. Cannot win liao. Hokkien said:"Ai pei to pei bei ki". I myself only ah... Believe we can do it. We do things ALONE.

So what now? Sleep lo... Study lo... Cause wud??? Final liao...

Anyway, congratulations to Liverpool FC for winning Man Utd 4-1. I repeat is 4-1. Correct again is 4-1. You din't look wrong I said

MAN UTD 1 - LIVERPOOL FC 4

2009-03-14T11:39:00.003+08:00

Ever since I failed in Singapore and transferred to KL... Now I am getting the feeling in Singapore. Which is so helpless, vulnerable and no confidence. Ever since i started my bachelor programme, I had always been confident about every sub... This sem is different.

I scared of this kind of feeling. Going to class looking at the lecturer not understanding abit of what he is talking. Wanted to ask question but just don't know what to ask. I know is too late to confess now as final is just next week.

Well, good news is that now I don't care. I will try my best. Yuuhooo~~~

Ngek ngek... Tonight good luck Liverpool FC...

2009-03-12T06:56:00.002+08:00

MANCHESTER UNITED 2 - 0 INTER MILAN
aggregate: 2-0

Yeah~~~ Man Utd are through to the quarter-final... Quadruple bid still on...

This week, the clash of the reds...

MANCHESTER UNITED - LIVERPOOL FC

It is time to secure the title... Hehe...

2009-03-11T00:46:00.002+08:00

Baby Love is playing now...

Today is a quiz day. It is also a Champions League day. Hmmm... Why always this kind of important day pop up a quiz... Ok... I forgive you.

Tomorrow is a TEST day... But, it is a Champions League day with Man Utd playing.

I WANNA WATCH!!!

Well, seriously i cannot cause the day after tomorrow is another test day. Haiz...

After that is project weekend.

Monday is TEST day again...

Tuesday is due date... Lecture lecture lecture till Friday.

Opss... It's final... Hello??? Where's my study week??? Don't have means I am going to die very badly in this coming final. I need to go 抱佛脚 liao...

Subjects taking:
1. Hydraulic and Hydrology
2. Structural Analysis 2
3. Soil 2
4. Reinforced Concrete 1
5. Steel Design 1

Now playing... Bleeding Love...
*reminds me of someone though... hehe...

Quadruple Bid

2009-03-09T21:49:00.004+08:00

Let see the English Premiership Table... With 10 matches to go...

*source: http://soccernet.espn.go.com/

This season you will see some unexpected team at the relegated zone. Blackburn Rovers and Middlesbrough. I still remember the time when Blackburn Rovers competing with Manchester United for the champion. Last season, under the realm of Mark Hughes, they also performed very well with Roque Santa Cruz scored alot of goals attracting interest from the top 4. As for Middlesbrough, they should be comfortably sitting mid-table. But now they are in the relegation fight.

Basically, this season the gap is very near. Not counting the top and the bottom. As you can see, position number 8 to number 19, there is just a gap of 9 points. Usually, they will be around 20 points. This will show how close they are. Even just a three points win will move them up for 3 or 4 position.

Usually the top 4 team are either Liverpool, Manchester United, Chelsea or Arsenal. But did you notice a difference here? It is Aston Villa, under the realm of Martin O'Neil, they are breaking into the top 4. They sure got the quality. With players of calibre like Gareth Barry which is always linked to a transfer to Liverpool, Ashley Young, Gabriel Agbonlahor and Curtis Davies. They sure got the quality to squeeze out Arsenal as Arsenal is currently in the transition period or also the unlucky period.

Arsenal had been bothered by injuries like Fabregas, Rosicky and Eduardo (early season). Also the departure of Hleb and Flamini leave a space in the middle where no one can fill in the mean time. Denilson is still unable to fill up the space yet. As for striker, after King Henry left, Adebayor seems able to fill up the gap. However, after an increase in his wage, he seems to blunder all the way. Good news is that Robin gain back form. Well, this is the cost of beautiful football.

Meanwhile, Liverpool which is the leader all the early season seems to have pull their brakes. Well, they seems to be bothered by the Rafa's new contract. And the debt by their owners. Want to sell or not to sell? This kind of management will sure cause the team performance. But after sacking Scolari and replaced it with Hiddink. Hiddink had perform some magic and bring Chelsea back to the winning way. Notched up 6 straight wins. Outdo Liverpool and climbed up to second place.

Can money buy victory? Man City seems like is sitting quietly at the 8 position aiming for the number 6 place as to fight for a place to Europe. It seems like quite impossible but worth watching. I don't think Mark Hughes will keep his place next season though personally I think he is good. Without Kaka but with Bellamy and de Jong with them and both of them are good.

As for the leading one, Man Utd with a match less and leading 7 points. It is quite a comfortable lead. However, they should not slack off and continue to finish their job. They got a mission impossible which is the quadruple bid without counting the Club World Championship. Having just won the Carling Cup, they are now going to do something which no club have ever done. Having Inter Milan coming to the Theatre of Dream this Thursday, Man Utd will have to give everything they got to ensure they can make it to the the quater-final. As for FA cup, they had just made it to the semi against Everton at Wembley. Oh yeah~~~ The transfer saga for Tevez is still on as no offer is being done yet. He is doing good during the cup but 32 mil pounds is just too much. Actually, for me as a Man Utd fans, I think they got enough quality with Edwin, Ferdinand, Evra and Vidic at the back, with Carrick, Giggs, Park and Ronaldo in the mid and Rooney and Berbatov upfront. They can definitely do it! Glory Glory Man Utd~~~

2009-03-08T18:01:00.003+08:00

Nothing which I can think of to write... But but but...

Wish you recover soon... Though I cannot go back to accompany you or visit you... I wish that by the time I am back you are back to normal... Take care grandma!!!

Watt's Goin On?

2009-03-05T22:48:00.003+08:00

Hello... Hello... Watt's Going On??? Tonight I welcome everyone who is here... In this cold hall, I would like to make it HOT~~~

Can everyone raise your hand up to show that you are here???

Raise your hand up...

Yo...

Raise your hand up...

Let us welcome the no. 1 band, 3-pointer~~~

First song, composer Lucas and Edwin, lyrics Lucas and Malcolm

bla bla bla bla~~~The song sang by the beautiful voice of the vocal...

Second song, composer Lucas, lyrics Lucas...

bla bla bla bla~~~Again sang by the sweet voice of the lead singer...

Third song, composer Lucas, lyrics others...

Again...So keng wo... Wah really like those 音乐才子...

From behind, LUCAS~~~ I love you... Muacks...

bla bla bla bla~~~ Again, by some nice voice...

Forth song, I know I know... Lucas ma...

bla bla bla bla... I know you know d...

Well well, let me introduce u guys to our new Malaysia Jay Chou, 陈董 a.k.a Lucas. He is not the new boy around the block though. His debut song is a song dedicated specially to his mom. Ever since he first saw the guitar he just fell in love with it. Day after day, he had become active in band. From the first to form a band which in the end disband. But he just never give up. As he knew 失败后爬起来再跨前一步 is the only key to success. He is gaining reputation by actively participate in the college or our university underground band which is not underground anymore. Haha...

After a year long, finally they got the chance to show off. 3-pointer with their own composed songs. With Lucas one of the guitarist but the composer of the most of the songs. Not forgeting the most imporatant members in the band whom are Edwin (Lead Guitarist), Billy (Drummer), Malcolm (Bass) and Casey (Vocalist).

Lucas's song is more to R&B style, rapping, and also some sentimental songs which reflects the other side of him. One of his song which got the attention of everyone in the house is a song which talked about us the students who did not study hard crushing the hope of our parents in the end got some not very good result. But, we are someone who can contribute to the society. Ya, Lucas is very right and he is good in catching the audiences by creating something which the audiences want to hear. Nice job.

By this mid-year. They will be having their first album + some of the older songs. Of cause, it is available for sell. Don't worry, I pirated it out for you guys... Haha... Just kidding.

*Well... How Lucas? Hmm... You owe me a meal... Haha...

Company!!!

2009-03-04T16:18:00.003+08:00

I want to create a company!!!

Crazy ah? Sot jor ah? Siao ah?

Company??? o.O... What business? Can mei?

I will create company then buy down yours. Come out from behind said, "Muahahaha... 我才是no.1."

Yes, I am not siao, nor sot, nor crazy. I want to create a company during the part-time period while my industrial training. I don't know how long can I 'tahan' with it or can I do it or not. But for now, I want it means I want it.

Due to the 'hot-ness' of this company thingy... I found out I am too excited to focus on my study. Having already got a very bad result for the minor test, I am still unable to focus on my study. Hence, yesterday night i set a target for myself.

目标要明确!!! GPA = 3.85... Muahaha...

The target is challenging but attainable if and only if I work hard and focus 100% + 1% in my work. Currently learning what my friend ah soon had taught me,

把思想放空。。。

Only when you brain is clear, you can be able to learn new things. Just like those martial arts movie, you see those sifu ask their 'leng' to 把思想放空 in order to concentrate to learn the new martial art. Seems like quite reasonable right?

Hence now, first priority:

目标要明确... 把思想放空...

Cape No.7

2009-02-28T11:49:00.007+08:00

Well... When I am desperate to find any movie to watch in the night when I 'fong fei kei' my frien Yu Liang. Apologize. I was browsing through, suddenly I came across to a movie which is in my laptop for months. Cape No. 7...

*above are some of the cast for the movie. See the person in the mid, it is Van, and the girl is Tanaka Chie.

Personal rating is 8.5/10. You will laugh, cry, feel sour in your heart and excited all along the movie. Worth a watch though...

Besides that, the song is very very very very nice. The song they sing in the movie. I don't know the title, but Chong Kiat knows. Hehe...

Besides that, I found out that 草莓族 is that some one that was born after 1981. Cool right... We a bunch of 草莓族...

But this is the impression of the others towards us:

- 抗壓性低（承受催逼、壓力的能力低）
- 受挫性低（承受挫折、打擊的能力低）
- 穩定度低
- 空有學歷但實際能力不足
- 重視外表,物質與享樂
- 個人權益優先於群體權益
Seems not very good one... Hence, should we stand up and prove them wrong???

2009-02-27T00:10:00.006+08:00

Just finish one test. Hmmm... Well for a typical Uni student it is very normal to have test here and there. Test until we also cannot recognise ourselves. Test till ba ba liao...

Just now, again we went to our favourite 'tai tai pui'... What is special about it? Well basically it is big, nice and cheap... A nice nice and big big mango juice for RM 2.40 only... Yup nothing is wrong. Besides that, I like the burger as well. Once, I asked him, how is the fish burger taste like? Nice or not? He said nice just like fillet-o-fish. In fact, it is better than fillet-o-fish, just that the patty is smaller. Hehe... Worth a try! Wanna know where, I bet you have to bring me with you as I don't know how to explain or elaborate.

Ah Mei is coming to Malaysia. Hence, the business-minded Jern came out with an idea to sell things during the concert. So what to sell? Drinks la of cause... Hmmm... How? On or no on? Still don't know yet.

*notice that I like to use the colour a lot... Haha...

The First Pail of Gold

2009-02-26T02:18:00.005+08:00

Recently, I am so obsessed to find my first pail of gold. From the Valentine's Day Rose selling to the latest MV fair. Whatever lubang also try to go in. Ask here ask there. Think here think there. In the middle of it, due to the busy-ness, I think I might have hurt the friends along me. With some personal attack words. Apologise...

Well some reflection about it. Life might not be just about the gold.

Before the Valentine's Day, even my parents called also talk a few lines. Busy den 'kop tut tut tut...' disconnect liao...

Though it seems nothing happen but it was just too much to talk about. Nothing serious happened so is ok lo.

This kind of things also make you forget about your studies. This sem the test 1 already not that good. But, it just seems like I cannot make myself to be more hardworking. Anyway, hope it is not too late to start now. Stay focus, tackle whatever in front.

Will never give up in searching for the first pail of gold. In the mean time, I will try to not neglect other things. Ngek ngek...

2009-02-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

zzz~~~

and

more zzz~~~

omg... So enjoyable...

What is happening?

2009-02-19T21:14:00.003+08:00

For these two weeks, me seems really careless. Everything within my hand will either gone or broken. Then the wealth will eventually slip through my hand. In chinese they said is 破财... But some said that this should be quite lucky, as 破财消灾... Which means the money that gone is used to block some disaster or unlucky things which will happen.

Well, below are some of the things that happened,
1. A ticket which supposingly KCH to KL, I booked wrongly to KL to KCH... 3 persons tickets.
2. A normal flush of my toilet leads to breaking of my toilet flusher.
3. A normal open of a pipe tape leads to it broke.
4. Left my calculator in the gym which is unfound.
5. Earlier on, lost of my student ID which is retrieved 2 days after I made a new one.
6. Might be something which I forgot...

I seriously hope the list will not go on. Though I don't hope any disaster or unfortunate happened to anyone around me.

Someone says, it might means I cannot earn money. What is earned must be spend or leaked.

Currently, I must repair the tape, my toilet and buy a new calculator. Say good bye to my beloved calculator. Hope to see you again.

2009-02-19T00:17:00.001+08:00

money? car? house? girl? job? life? love? lonely? family? dream?

life getting interesting...

2009-02-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

say HI~~~

Sleepless night

2009-02-10T01:52:00.004+08:00

Might be due to several days of holidays, I always sleep late. Hence, tonight the Chap Goh Mei seems like will be a very long night. Not really an emo post. But still sort of it.

Chap Goh Mei seems like an eventful day for me. With a wrong booking of flight. How can anyone be so stupid like me to book a simple air ticket also don't know. I mistakenly booked the ticket, from originally Kuching to KL till booked KL to Kuching. Oh man, I cannot believe my eyes at first. Anyway nevermind, money can be earned. Hence, lesson learnt. Careful in everything you are doing.

A feastful and delicious dinner I must said. Where I got to try the 'salty egg ultraman' or 'Ham Tan Chiu Yan'. It is actually the fried sotong fried with salty egg. Quite a tasty dish. Besides that, we got the 'Sei Dai Tin Wong', spicy but very nice. A very creative fish but not a fish, like sort of the long fish ball. Ya I know, long not counted as ball. But, it is attached with the fish head and tail. Nice one. Next will be the 'Fu Yong Dan'. Well me myself like eggs alot. Hence, it is superb.

Well, Chap Goh Mei is a chinese version of Valentine's Day. We went to AmCorp Mall, opposite to it a lake. Where the people will throw their oranges and bananas and others will pick it. From what I observed, they write their name and contact number of course onto the respective fruits where male is banana and female is the orange. Then throw into the lake. There will be someone to pick up to the fruits and give to whoever that want.

Well I need to get some sleep. Tomorrow class at 8.

2009-02-03T22:08:00.002+08:00

pik piak pik piak pong!!!

'niu' year lai lo... 'huat ar~~~'... 2009 'niu' year started off with a continuous of rainfall. By the time I reached KL today. Everybody's first question for me is not 'How is your holi?' this sort of things but... 'Your house got flood ah?' Ok... I would like to clarify. My house will not flood la. If I said if my house flood, whole Kuching will be flooded. Well, that's what I have been taught since young.

Why there's so much rainfall and flood leh? Cause, ox or cow or bull, they farm. That's why need a lot rains. People said 'sui niu' or direct translate water cow... As some scientific explanation is due to continuous of rainfall and king tide.

Well, this chinese new year is quite an eventful one I should say. Why? Cause besides 'huat' we still 'huat'. Rounds and rounds of open table. Till all the 52 cards I also can memorize. Talk about this 'open table', I found out quite a lot of so-called 'Pantang'. On the first day, I saw
1. putting the mini lion head beside... said 'ong' wo....
2. a basket... said the money will only come in but not go out...

Then, at the third day, OMG more type of so-called pantang.
1. place orange inside handbag, well this 1 only applied for girls I guessed.
2. fold your money till look like a barrier, said prevent the banker from taking it away
3. some said change side of underwear... But never see before la... Might be they changed quietly in the toilet
4. Bring a red panty over will more ong...

Other than that, gathering gathering lo... After primary school gathering comes secondary school gathering. Quite alot of people turned up. But really sorry to Sang as I din't turn up in the second gathering during the 2nd day of Chinese New Year.

Seeing my sis friends marking that I will be like them one day. When everyone in the gang start working and start to worrying, planning for the future life. Friends getting married from the early of year till the end of the year.

Nevermind, stay peace in mind. Got a bunch of tasks to be done this sem. Common!

What will do if you got £500,000-a-week???

2009-01-18T03:39:00.007+08:00

Well, recently the transfer window for the football is open. Rumours of players transferring are flying here and there. However, one of the most attractive and shocking move is Kaka from AC Milan to Man City for £108million which would eventually smash the world record transfer that saw Zinedine Zidane leave Juventus for Real Madrid in 2001. Let not say about the transfer fee. But the proposed contract of it.

If City can persuade the 26-year-old to move to Manchester it will be a huge coup, though the reported wage bill of up to £500,000-a-week will soften the blow of joining a club which is struggling in their domestic league.

Soccernet

£500,000-a-week??? OMG, what will do if you got 500k pound a WEEK??? 500k x 52 weeks = 26 mil pounds annually. That's just the basic of the 26-year-old Kaka. Let's not look it annually, but just weekly. If the transfer rate of Pound Sterling is low that is 1 pound to RM 5. 500k Pound is 2.5 mil Ringgit. What can you do with it? Or should I say, what will you do with it?

1. 27 Toyota Vios... Morning drive black colour, afternoon, silver and night, white? Next day different again.

2. A brand new luxury car

3. A nice yatch

4. a bungalow cash...

5. 1470 S10. You can put your toilet 1, dining hall 1, living room 1, bedroom 1...

6. 250000 times of movie...Watch till mata 'julin julin' even the cinema's movie also not enough.

7. 1250 iPhone...

8. 1mil times of kolo mee... people said chiak kao lu lao sai...

9. List goes on...

So, a friendly piece of advice. If you want to be like him. Make sure, please make sure that you are the best in your field.

'Bang' ah... Please la...

2009-01-17T05:06:00.002+08:00

Walan eh... 'Bang' ah 'Bang' please spare me la... I continuous countless night of sleep with different breaks in between. I am tired with this kind of low quality sleep EVERYDAY. I just want to sleep leh. Cannot let me just sleep peacefully. I am sorry la that I killed your comrades, but they are the one that invade me first leh. 'Bang', may you please leave me alone?

Our house got this mosquitoes issues. Everyday say i killed 5 to 6 la, 6 to 7 la. Din't sleep at all la. Wake up 4 5 times la. OMG... Everyday I am going to school with a tired body. Like this how can 'Tahan'???

Now is 5am already, this is the 2nd time i wake up to kill those annoying mosquitoes. Haiz...

Later still got class for the whole day. Hmmm... Ya, you are right... It is Saturday.

失落非主流 is now playing in my playlist in this early morning. Feel like watching drama but since later got class, I think I better go back and get some rest.

Holi~~~

2009-01-16T17:05:00.003+08:00

With CNY around the corner, I bet everyone is busy spring cleaning and some final touch up for their lovely and warm nice home. Well, I will be also busy for the final week before mid-term break with combo of 5 core... Nevermind, I will try my best and very happy bout it...

Going back on the 23rd is something I am looking forward to it. As you know, it is Chinese New Year. But but, most probably I am going back to KL on the 28th. So, I have to plan it carefully. Plan? Haha... Just say nia la. I heard Yi Chee said there will be a 5B gathering. Hope a lot will be there but not the normal few guys. 6 Green is also having a gathering on the 24th, looking forward to it. If gathering is for 2 days already, I bet first day of CNY will be reserve for relatives. Spring cleaning also take 1 or 2 days. Family at least need 1 day. Friends hmmm... Don't blame me if can't meet ah.

So back to KL, I will be all alone. This is the quite sien part. I don't know where to go. And this afternoon I heard the food stall which I always eat is gonna close for EIGHT days. Ok...

Anywhere will find entertainment then. Sleep first... tata~~~

Do you really know the things you know?

2009-01-09T20:22:00.005+08:00

Ever since the end of last sem, I m not really keen on updating the blog. Is it due to the hectic life? Or due to laziness? For me, I think is more on the latter part. After one week of some heavy subjects, or should I say all the subject this sem is heavy for me. Some of it, I don't even what the Doctor is talking about. Looking total blur with my mouth wide open. Can you picture the blur-ness?

So now, though there is a lot a lot of catch up work to do. But, slacking around is still something that I am very good in.

Hmm... Actually I found out that the things we studied in Uni is something we studied in primary school? Haha... But the words used now is super super profound. They can alter the words so much till you don't even understand it. For example, the soil, you know the soil? But do you really know the soil? Is the soil you know really the soil you know? You understand it? I thought I did, but actually I am not. Hahaha... Think bout' it.

So actually not really much to crap about.

New year, new craps...

2009-01-02T22:20:00.002+08:00

2009... I bet a lot of people is looking forward to it, as new year brings new hopes. For me, I don't think there is anything special. As a lan cai, I have no dream, no direction, no target, nothing. I am passing the days just for the sake passing. Haha... Not really also la. I got my family and friends. *wee~~~*

Hmm... Set my wish list for 2009 to get some directions in this brand new year. Muahaha...

1. More and more friends... I want more...

2. Go more places and see more things (counted as wish list? counted kua...)

3. More time with family...

4. Pass this crucial sem

5. Part-time job (Now staying outside = more expenses)

6. Hehe... I want more time to SLEEP~~~ woot woot~~~

7. But, actually the thing I want is more money. Cause wanna go a buffet also need to think up think down, think left think right. In the end still din go. Haha...

8. Intern in Petronas? Very very very slim chance. Can say is 0% chance. Anyway still hoping for it.

9. Man Utd win the BPL and UCL title again? (I can just support it...)

10. ... (I don't wanna to stop here)

Look back also quite alot of things.

Btw, I like Genting during new year countdown. You know why? Cause 'No sweat'! Phew~~~ With the cool air and breeze, watching the fireworks. After that, going investing in the Monte Carlo Casino de Genting. Quite nice, but quite tiring. Worth it though. Photos are in Wui Jern's Blog.

What about you guys??? Common share share...

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2008-12-28T01:26:00.002+08:00

It have been a quite some time and here I am. Yesterday's yesterday was quite an eventful day. If you all have read Chia Hui's blog, I have been working for one day. Yesterday morning we went there and straight quit. Feel quite paiseh and quite relieved. Satisfied ourselves with cheese cakes... Hohoho... Classic cheese, New York Cheese and Hazel cheese. Personally I don't really like the classic cheese cream but the new Hazel cheese is not bad.

Actually is quite an experience to work there. But anyway over is over. Thankful for it.

Tomorrow will be another eventful day. Making trip to Mid Valley. Hoho... Shopping... But guys, you know. We don't really like shopping. I bet tomorrow walk awhile then you will see us stopping by yumcha d. Going to meet David as well. Trying to 'korek' some of the secrets from Kuching as it have been quite some times I have not been in Kuching. Miss it a lot lot lot. Miss my sweet bedroom and home. Miss The Spring's Big Apple. Miss friends. Miss kueh chap. Most important, I miss my parents.

It has been a few months already and everything is not going together with the schedule. Ok... Trying hard to achieve that is quite impossible but achievable. Wish me luck. I can do it so do you... Hahahahahahaha....

Luxury Entertainment

2008-12-21T11:52:00.002+08:00

Erhem... What is a luxury entertainment? Well, sipping red wine while enjoying a breath-taking view is one kind. Listen to some nice soft musics in a 100k home-theatre system might be counted as one as well. Well, I am that rich to enjoy the 2 above. But I got a chance of a life time to go to KLCC Philharmonic Hall for the Philharmonic Orchestra Feat. The Lord of The Ring Symphony.

The hall looks like those in the movie with boxes up there and the seats down there. Guess what? They named the seats as stalls. With a tertiary ticket of RM 10 I am placed in the 3rd rows to the most right. You might know what I am trying to say. If want to compare, it is like sitting the 3rd row in the cinema. All I can see is the beautiful legs of all the performers. The hall look gorgeous. The conductor is wonderful. The choirs are cool. The performers are amazing especially the drummer. So, it should be a wonderful night right?

It will be if you know how to enjoy this kind of luxury entertainment. I almost fall asleep but luckily Yao Nian woke me up in the nick of time. I like some of the songs, overall still ok for me. Just that I don't know how to enjoy it for now. Might be next time I will. For the next performance featuring a Soprano, most probably I will not go. Hehe...

For those who never try this kind of luxury entertainment, I strongly recommend you guys to at least try once. At least even once try to see the seriously cool Philharmonic Hall in KLCC.

Tata~~

SICK!!!

2008-12-15T19:07:00.002+08:00

It seems like the sick season is here. After Chia Hui fall sick last week for sleeping in the bed for 3 days continuous. It seems like it is my turn. From Kenny's and Kelvin's blog I get to know besides them 2 David is also sick. Having running nose for 1st day and no more sound I knew something is WRONG. Cannot find my vit. C now I am just felling very well. But anywhere it will be ok soon I think.

For the past 3 days I have been in KLCC selling lappy to people. Sometimes seeing those customers got their new notebook or netbook with a smiling face is some kind of satisfactions. Some of the customers turn rounds and rounds surveying for the best deal. In the end they got it. It is the same kind of feeling when last time I got to get my first desktop. I still remember is 1 day after the christmas day.

Though happy is happy, with this kind of very bad sales result, I might need to think back why is sales skills so bad. Might be somewhere is wrong. Hmmm... With the first day of 3 laptops, 2nd day of 4 laptops and the last day for 7 or 8 laptops. Hmmm... How I wonder my friend got to sell 30 laptops for 1 day. Which is almost TRIPLE of my 3 days sales. But anywhere I work harder next time if there is the chance as still improving for someone who is so introvert and quiet like me. Hoho...

Though I am working for PC fair but I never one time walk for the whole PC fair, I have been staying at my booth for the whole time. Still a nice experience. Hehe...

It has been a long long long time...

2008-12-11T23:23:00.003+08:00

Time passed really fast... **blink blink** 1 month ++ din't update liao. Anyway, that's not the point as I am here update a bit bit.

For the pass months it had been quite eventful and quite boring as well. For the 3 weeks holiday which i planned to work ended up fooling around be fai cai. Sleep wake up chess den sleep back again den chess again...

Then start class liao...I thought might be 19 ch will b some sort of force to make me study harder. Who knows? It seems some times just not as what I thought it should be.

Well I just come down to crap crap a bit. Donno wanna write wud so... Tata~~~

See you guys at PC fair at KLCC tomorrow...

Open Ceremony

2008-10-31T02:09:00.003+08:00

13 more hours will be the opening ceremony of my degree semester 4 final exam. This semester is very special cause I really din't study much. A little bit of regret but I think everything should be ok.

In my area, almost everyday is a long hot day.

Some is melting...

Some is boiling...

Some is evaporating...

So in this hot day what we should do?

Drink more water, bath more, go library mug instead of mugging at hostel, sleep in the morning study in the night, jump into the swimming pool, switch on the fan to max, if not enough stand in front of the fridge. Still not enough? Take out a bottle of cold water. "Arrr~~~" Actually still not enough, cause I tried everything. But?

I'M STILL HOT!!!

Anyway, all the best to all my friends and all of you who are having exams. Whatever exam also don't care la, even SPM, secondary final, promo test, prelim, college final, test 1, test 2 or even quiz, KAMPATEH!!!

Blue Mood~~

2008-10-27T21:59:00.007+08:00

你知不知道思念一个人的滋味？它就象喝了一杯平冷的水。。。

Is it? How come this is not the case for me? Missing someone might not be just as simple as drinking a cup of 'ais kosong'.

During this exam season, I seems like miss my home alot. This might be what they called homesick. Especially listening to those fireworks sounds. "Pik pik piak piak~~" It rings a bell in my mind about the sweet memories I had back in my hometown. We those bunch of crazy monkeys run here run there without knowing the word tired. However, today is Deepavali. Happy Deepavali to all the Indians and also to all our beloved Malaysians.

*my crazy bunch of friends but some not in...

Anyway, wish everyone who is having exam good luck and all the best.

2008-10-25T23:58:00.003+08:00

Final is around the corner... Everyone is busy preparing for their final I guess. Well not excluded me. But I have been wondering how effective am I.

This is just the normal time while the lowest multitasking time. During high time, we can even watch drama or playing games while reading slides. Hmmm... Effective?

Due to extreme boredness

2008-10-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

Currently I am in a state of extreme hunger and aimless. But than again, due to extreme boredness, I stopped by to blog. Without those fancy pictures but just the words direct from the bottom of my heart.

I feel like I am a fish in an aquarium wandering around here and there without a true meaning in life. When the time reached, I will just eat the food given by my owner just that in my case I will use the money from my parents to buy the food I like.

Everyone exists for a reason. Some exist for the sake for all the people around his country, he trying to help out everyone who is in need. Some exist for the sake for themselves, they make themselves the center of their life, they think everything but everything is benefitial to them alone. Some exist for the world, trying to bring world peace, make sure doomsday doesn't occur. Some exist for the children, I think this apply to my parents. Some also exist for their girlfriend or boyfriend, they feel like if don't the other they will die. Some exist for glamour, for the money, for all the things in the world. Some desparate for achievements. Some wish for a normal life. Some.... Some...

There is a few people know what they are going to be in the future. They wanted to be a doctor ever since the teachers introduce this kind of occupation to them. I am doubt whether they even know what a doctor is. However, again, there are a lof of different kind of doctors. Some just want to save more lifes but some just want to make more money.

Me from a long time ago, I dreamt of kena 'toto'. Then I can buy this buy that. This is naive. I admit but as a kid I should be naive. Impossible you ask a kid of the age of 12 to think of politics and economy. But before that, at the age of 7 I ever think of be a doctor, but that is because that is the first occupation the teacher introduce to me. During my childhood, I also thought of being a prime minister like one of my idol, Tun Dr. Mahathir. But in my 15, my parents told me that it is impossible due to some circumtances. Then, I made up my mind want to build a spectacular, ecstatically pleasing, gorgeous and building that is special. That is almost when I am 14, I asked my mom what will that be. She told me architect. Also the same time, my sis was looking for university as she just finished SPM. I went to all the education fair with her. I found out architecture need at least 7 years. So I decided on Civil Engineering which what I am in now.

During my 17th, I took the opportunity to go for ASEAN pre-u. That time I found out how cruel can it be when you are imcompetitive. I almost lost my way. Due to unable to secure the scholarship for the second year, I decided to fly back Malaysia to continue my dream as a Civil Engineer.

But now, I found out that a builder or a brick layer can also build something special. And they can be very happily living their life. Sometimes people just won't have enough. But how come they can live so happily with the minimum condition.

What I want to say, something big can be something so simple. I am still finding my existence purpose. Hope some day, something will struck me let it be just a series, a movie, a book, a person, a sentence, a phase, a word... Anything, anything will do.

Do you guys find yours?

decision~~~

2008-10-23T02:42:00.003+08:00

I have been wondering for one of my past decision I have made, I do not know I have made the correct decision or not. I just hope that when I am in my 30 n 40 think back again, I will not regret it.

As life goes on, I havta look forward...

long long time~~

2008-10-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

long long time since I last updated my blog. I got alot of things happened around me but just too lazy to lift my finger to write this blog. Nvm as not much people is reading it.

Firstly I m going to comment about one of my beloved UNI. They sure are expanding fast and going to be one of the best in the world (what they proclaimed). With an increasing of students to almost double, we the students from third year and forth year have to give place to the juniors and the rich. The rich is like driving those high-end cars which we don't even dare to dream to own one. But the poor like us can only walk here and there dreaming at least let me drive a kancil la. Might be that we cannot afford the rental of the hostal hence, we are not even offered a ticket to register for apartment next semester.

Next due to gaining statue in the international stage, they are trying to protect the students in the uni from outside. First, without any stickers, cars are not allowed to go in. You are right, apply ma ok d lo... That's what I think as well. But, the case is the tickets is limited due to limited carpark. This again is due to the expanding programme of the uni. Hmmm... Think back, then if we are staying outside means we have to walk to uni while the students inside driving those luxury car here and there with a sticker.

I am so proud of my uni to be able to gain statue in the international level. Might be one day we will even overtake MIT. I am so proud of it. Do you?

Sometimes good things just happened too often. 'shu yu shuo,'hao shi zhen shuang'" Now I got to move in to a HOUSE... huhu... upgrade from an apartment which I cannot afford to pay. I really like that house which i fall in love with it. (This one is real but doesn't mean the above is false) Thinking of my life outside, I am simply too excited. Though I will be missing those 5-class food near my apartment. But actually I just realised I like hawker's food more. Every night I got to have a nice mamak 'teh tarik' and roti. Though will add a couple of inch to my tummy but I don't mind.

Thank you very much my beloved uni.

New Face

2008-10-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

New face?

Hmm... Certainly not my face la... duh...

It is the new face of my desktop, my brand new wallpaper... I add some words here and there super nice...

Also changed the layout of my blog as I really like this piece of art very much...

I wanna 'shit fon'

2008-10-03T16:20:00.002+08:00

This is not the first time but definitely not the last time, I desperately in need to 'shit fon'. Please give me a bowl of rice.

I don't want this anymore.

and this

*i really cannot go any further...

or even the so-called luxury item

1 week holi~~~

2008-10-02T15:24:00.005+08:00

1 week of holiday. Hooray~~~ But but but... Hmmm... Guess what?

1 week besides sleeping, eating and gaming. There is absolutely nothing more. Hmmm... I forgot something fasting. Oh yeah... 1 day 1 actual meal afternoon besides hup seng still hup seng. Once in a blue moon, Jacob's (considered luxury item, you know la, poor students)

want to add new links cannot. Everyday 'error in page' don't know the site sien or not. Just now want to add a poll. Again 'error in page'. Nevermind la, just ask here.

Should I con't my first novel masterpiece?

1. Yes, okok interesting...

2. NO, better stop now. damn SIEN ar~~~~

Well just leave some comments or type in chatbox...

Ok... Got people said my blog damn sien cause words all over, but I just write whenever I feel song. Actually I also think my blog damn sien but write a post need to find this pic find that pic send bluetooth here send bluetooth there. I try la, just again lazy. Thanks for the advice though I will try my best to upload some photos.

Well over the weekend, i changed the so-called feng shui of my room. Now it is more tidy at least for a week. Hmm...

How? okok la... Not bad I think. Self-syiok... Haha...

a friend is better then an enemy

2008-09-28T00:02:00.002+08:00

actually I got something I really beh tahan want to share out liao. But I think back better don't as make friends is better then cause people to hate you. I just save it in the draft never going to post it out.

Just like Abraham Lincoln, there's once he ordered a general to take down the enemy but the general didn't as he ordered. Abraham felt very angry and wanted to write a letter to blame him this kind of thing. But he think back, put the letter back to his drawer. Stand up looking out of the window, he tried to put himself in the general's shoe. Maybe I will do the same as he do. Slowly he calmed down and decided not to condemn him.

Me the same trying to think what will Abraham do if he is in my condition. I am sure he will be the same as I am not to condemn others.

Today unexpected I got my dinner free. We went to the food court for our dinner. For me is breakfast though, first actual meal of the day. Only one store is opened, packets and packets of food is lining up outside of the stall.

"Walao one stall nia mei? Expensive leh..."

"Wan go 'lot 10'?"

"Wan mei very far wo...but cincai la..."

"Kia lo..."

Just when we decided to go out.

"Come come this one for you. "

A foreign student passed us three packs of Arabic rice. Very nice one. We are very very curious and asked him why? He said no why, cause now is Ramadhan. We had been asking who wo who wo...

But in the end nevermind la just eat.

This case is actually like Anthony Robin. When he was just a child in a family of poverty which don't want to get help from the government, worrying on how to celebrate Christmas night. Just at that snowy night, a man is knocking on the door passing a basket with a turkey and all the ingredients you can imagine to prepare for a magnificient Christmas Dinner. With that he saw hope. People is still caring bout a family like his. At first the mother is refusing the guy said don't make his life difficult as he is just a delivery boy and passed the message that it is from a friend of yours. Merry Christmas!!!

Now, every christmas night, he acting like those normal delivery boy going to those poor family and help them in celebrating a wonderful Christmas Night and also to give them hope telling them still got someone is caring for them.

Well very similar to us, while we are hunting for food almost out of option, a helding hand is shown towards us.

The Encounter

2008-09-24T23:26:00.004+08:00

"Joseph...That Ah Jern is 'kacau-ing' the new gal at 5 K..."

Joseph was like a tai ko in the school. Whenever there is any fight here and there in the school for sure Joseph is involved. However due to Joseph's parents donation to the school, the school never take any disciplinary action towards him.

With a bunch of people, Joseph is heading to 5C. He saw Ah Jern with a bunch of monkeys are trying to flirt on a new girl in the school. From what he heard, she was quite a hot girl.

Ah Jern's 'konco-konco' is trying to warn him but he just did not seem to notice what is happening here. He still continue his flirting towards the girl.

"Hei yo~~~ Ah Jern, long time no see. Wat are you trying to do that to that new gal in school?"

"Hoho...look who's here...", Ah Jern and his gang are trying to stir the condition.

"Don't touch that gal."

"Oh...Look Joseph is acting like he is the boss here. Who's that girl? So important?", his hand slapping lightly on the new girl's face.

Joseph saw the face of the girl. It was Isabel! "Ah Jern, I warned you better stop it. If not..."

"If not...? How? Beat me up like you usually do?", his hand onto Isabel's shoulder.

Joseph just went near and shoved off Ah Jern's hand.

"Take away your filthy hand!!!"

Trying to land a punch on Ah Jern's face. However Isabel gently hold onto Joseph's hand to stop him.

"Please... Please don't fight anymore.", Isabel's was holding her tears with her watery eyes looking at Joseph.

Ah Jern just hit back onto the back of Joseph. Joseph was very angry but just clenching at his fist. Ah Jern and his gang landing punch after punch and even kick Joseph, but he just stay quiet not returning any hit.

"Hoi Joseph...What ya' doing? Hit back...Common' ", Joseph's friend is shouting at him. They are trying to help by charging onto Ah Jern. But Joseph just halt them.

"Oii...The discipline teacher is here."

Ah Jern and his gang all ran off. Some even climb of the window. Joseph fell onto the ground. Isabel is holding onto him calling for his name. Joseph just looked back and returned a smile. After that, he just black out and sent to the nursing room.

That was the first time Joseph not hitting anyone in a fight.

The young boy

2008-09-23T23:58:00.004+08:00

"Ok class, today we end our tuition class now... You guys go back just read through chapter 6 before next lesson."

Joseph intended to know Isabel, but the stairs is too crowded and he cannot get to reach her. When he reached ground floor, Isabel is out of sight.

"Joseph~~~ Here, over here.", Joseph's aunty is there waiting for him.

Joseph is borned into a family with his parents are doctors. Their parents are working as surgeon at one of the renown hospital in the country. They gained famed through several successful and rare operation. Joseph's parent are one of the hottest property at their sector with several other hospital trying to lure them to their hospital. But, it just did not successful.

His parents always work from early in the morning till late in night. Even every night at home also received emergency call and had to rush to the hospital. From their very first ambition which is to save people's life till now only do operations to gain fame and fortune. They had lost their initial dream, a very pure dream.

Joseph doesn't care anything about his parents. From he started schooling at primary one till now, his parents never even once pick him after school. His aunt, Auntie Tracy who is the one picking him up everyday. Aunty Tracy lost her husband and her only son in an accident. Hence, she treated Joseph as her own child and take good care of him. Their relationship is very very close.

His parents gave him all the money they think he need, in which he don't even need so much of it. They gave him what they think the best. Poor little Joseph, he just need a little extra attention which his parents cannot give him.

There is once Joseph was caught by the police for being in the pub underage. He was waiting in the police station, his friend's parents were there to bail them out and scolded them. He hoping to see his parents would be there to scold him. He want that just like a 5 years old kid wanted a toy from his mom shouting out loud and cry. But, Joseph is crying inside his heart. Everytime, it was Aunty Tracy who came and save him. Disappointment after disappointment, his parents just won't turn up.

He was not a bad kid, everytime he went out loafing with his friends, he did not even touch on cigarattes and alcohol though his friends are doing it like just normal. Everytime in the pub, he will be just sitting there watching, while his friends were here and there flirting with girls. But this friends were just like 'hi-bye' friend, as Joseph will just pay for all of their expenses. If something happened to Joseph, they will not step up.

'Joseph, are you hungry? Want Aunty Tracy cook your favourite 'chai-po neng'???', Aunty Tracy giggling.

'Hmm... Not today... I'm not hungry. Tired, I'm going to sleep now.'

to be cont...

The Beginning

2008-09-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

A young guy is looking at something attentively, something that will invoke memories of 7 years ago. It is something that is so important that just he would never even forgot as if it had just happened yesterday or even minutes ago.

7 years ago, the young guy is still studying Form 5 in one of the Government Secondary School like everyone did. Everything is going smoothly. That young boy was like every single 17 years old teen who got no pressure, everyday just hee-hee haa-haa. Day after day, it is just as normal as any other day.

Happy day just go on and on. (You know lah~~~ Teenager mah~~) He noticed someone very very superbly sweet girl in the tuition center where he went for everyweek. That girl had just enrolled in as SPM is just around the corner. Unlike any story before, though next to the young boy there was an empty seat but the tuition teacher just switched another girl to sit at that empty seat and the sweet new girl in front of the class.

"Let us welcome Isabel. She will be joining our class today. Please offer your help to her."

The young boy is mumbling, "Evil~~~ Evil teacher, why don't just place the Isa wud wud next to me..."

"Joseph, do you got something to say?"

"Nothing...", the young boy, Joseph, saying with a thousand of reluctant and a crooked mouth.

Joseph looked next to him, the girl who is placed next to him is staring at him. He was shocked.

"WTF~~~ haiz... Why the teacher just place you next to me.", Joseph start mumbling to himself again.

The girl who is placed next to him is a girl who is relatively big size. (Not fat ya~~) She likes to "oh pi sai" when no one is looking though sometime also caught red-handed by others. She can talk from the sun rise till the sun fall. I think you can imagine how "keng" is her. Well friendly girl I must say.

She is staring at Joseph who is those typical 'Eng Tau Kia' or 'Leng Zai' among them. He got sharp nose and very fair. Lazy but smart in a way. Well built and tall.

to be con't...

p/s if not nice tell ya...

a bit bit pissed~~

2008-09-23T01:01:00.000+08:00

Well from last last time ago even before century, I recognise myself as smart, intelligent, clever. But now... I found out I can't even solve a simple arch question. Hoho~~~ The pride I got all swept away. I am just a stupid little boy. Okok...

Boy, get down your head and start learning. Even the the farmer who want to harvest their plant have to bend down in order to harvest it. It just tell us a lesson to be not arrogant and not to full of yourself. No pain no gain. Stop my stupid pride and start learning. Afterall, there are dozens of people smarter then me. Everyone got something that I can learn from, everyone is smarter than me. So please please, forgive me for my arrogant and please please correct my mistakes. I am willing to learn as in now, before i got the stupid pride back.

So so so... Back to the arch, still cannot solve. I think I will just go and ask the lecturer. My dear dear lecturer, I wish you can answer my question. I know I am wrong, cause I always think your lesson is boring. Sorry sorry. But, sorry no cure...

I heard from my best buddy said his friend is writing novel in the net. I think I might as well write a novel in my blog. Hoho~~~ Though english not very good but I cincai write, if you guys want to read then cincai read la. Haha~~~

A tree for the whole forest

2008-09-16T01:18:00.002+08:00

WJ: CH will you give up the whole forest for the sake of one tree?
CH: yes i will. I will give up the whole ocean for the sake of one fish.

CH: and the fish is the mermaid...

well well well... we all got ourselves an aquarium with whole lots of fish inside. But, unfortunately, within a night one fish already 'peng' already. Which means passed away. Another two fishes are like very weak and not going to survive through the ordeal...

We are all very excited. Looking at the fish swim here and there. Though quite 'xim tia' for the money spent but ok la...worth it...CH said we have to look far~~~Looking at the fish whole night till I fall asleep. HOHO~~~

back to the tree, the forest, the ocean and the mermaid. Everyone is itchy to find themselves to find themselves the mermaid so that they can forget about the whole ocean. As you can see, one of my friend is even listing all the conditions for people to apply. He wish to find his mermaid through them.

Well, I think me myself is finding it as well. So good luck to all of you, the singles, in finding your mermaid. Applicable to female too i think as i think there is guy mermaid as well...hoho... is it?

However, now I wish the two other relatively weak fish in our aquarium will survive and live happily ever after...

addict-ED

2008-09-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

once you try, you never stop...

for me activities that required less energy and hardwork...i will be addicted...this includes sleeping, drama-ing, dota-ing, nfs-ing, eating, gambling...and other fi li fei lei thing la.

recently one of my friend stated that one of another buddy addicted in smoking. For more details and juz got to a blog titled "Thoughts of Life". I don't know this is good or not. I also cannot guarantee myself will not smoke in the future as this activity fultil the requirement on top to be addict-ed.

for the past 2 days, i have been doing only one thing. That is drama-ing. Anyway, introduce you guys a nice drama which is now still showing on Astro On Demand. "Mooncake Resonance" Nice one I must say. 1 day 15 episodes. Other might think this is sap sui la. But for me, is quite a big thing. As stated above I m addicted to sleeping. Hence 1 day sleep 10 hrs which means left 14 hrs per day. If eating take out 2 hrs means left 12 hrs. Which means I have been watching drama whole day.

that is for the past 2 days. before the past week. I have been gaming besides of going for class. Stuck in a game of FOC. Clarify again FOC is not free of charge. But is fight of character. Ok ok i admit I m very childish. But it required less energy and brain work. So then again got addicted.

LAZYNESS = PROCASTINATE
PROCASTINATE = EXCUSES
EXCUSES = ADDICTIVE
hence, LAZYNESS = ADDICTIVE

so now addictive is an excuse to be lazy, lazy and lazy.

Mr Peter Lee said something like this
If I know change all the bad habits will me successful in life, I will change it now.

Mr Joneck Lim said something like this
If want to be successful don't find excuse.

But then again, I have been wondering why I can't be addicted in working and studying. Since they look like required less energy and not really much hardwork. Is not like we are going to farm and plant all the paddy which required whole lot of energy. But, I found out something on Thursday night. Using brain for 2 hours burnt more calories then working in the paddy field for 8 hours. So, i think that's why I am not addicted to these.

So again this is an excuse.

There is one solution to it. Wanna know how?

Just log on my one of my best friend, housemate, coursemate whom decided not to talk to me today, blog on how to tackle procastination, not to find excuse, not to be lazy and his achievement in tackling procastination. Blog title h@ppyboy Lifestyle

hoho doze off... Since today is Mooncake Festival... Hence here i am wishing all of you Happy Mooncake Festival

It is raining cats and dogs

2008-09-04T15:35:00.002+08:00

Currently I'm stucked in KMC a place where there is lots and lots of PC...I m trapped here as the topic says it all. It is raining cats and dogs and my shoes is SOAKED with water making my feet very very uncomfortable. Well nevermind...I wish to share a story.

Looking at my phone.
6.15 am...
I m looking over the front gate with a guy. I forgot what's his name. Let just say he called Uncle as he look quite up till that stage. We are standing there looking at the gate. Well it is coming to the end of July in Lunar calender. Uncle told me never once open the gate and step outside. 2 strangers appeared. We were conversing nicely.

I decided to open the gate. Suddenly the strangers grabbed my hand while my hand is at the handle of the gate. Uncle quickly pulled me away. We ran straight to the house. The gate left open but strangely there is no 2 strangers standing at there. I have been wondering. I knew something is wrong. But Uncle will just not tell me.

An eerie feel swept all over my body. I m scared I m sure. In the house a girl is looking after me. Looking at her is Aunty level already. So I will just named her Auntie. I told her, the gate outside is left open. She said nevermind. But her eye is locked on the opened gate. I sense something strange. I thought is those 'erhem erhem' thing since it is still July. According to my knowledge, those erhem erhem thing will not come out in the morning.

Again I looked at my phone.
7.00am....

Auntie, it is 7.00 am already. Should be save d right?

shhh...

puzzled~~~

Uncle's whole hostel of students is killed. Cause still unknown. Uncle is here to make sure that you are save.

Unknown??? Again, this time more fear swept through me. I heard sound...

Knock knock~~~

I closed my eyes tightly.

open my eyes... Looking at my phone again.
7.34 am...

OMG late already. Need to wake up and go for class d...

How I wish to know what happened next in the story. Haiz... Just a dream~~~
If you are reading sorry if it is boring cause my word expression is just not that good...LOL~~~

It is still raining...

review: petrol hike

2008-09-01T02:16:00.002+08:00

since i have been having a survey on petrol oil hike...now i m make a conclusion to it a rather a small review to it...

64% disagree with the petrol hike...while obviously others agreed with it...currently msia comes out with a new plan. They plan to reduce the petrol price accordingly. According to what? Well obviously it is based on the international oil price, and reduce 30 cents more with an incentive of RM 625 per annum per car. This time I would rather not make another survey as last survey is not that much participated there is not really much reader for my blog. If the same people going to participate in the survey, i assume just assume that the same result will occur. Currently quite a dozen or more than half of Malaysian had lost trust in their government. But, this might not be a bad thing.

Looking back, when France decided to build the Eiffel Tower, more than 80% of the residents object the construction of it. Reason is that Eiffel Tower is not that aesthetically pleasing. They even strike in the sense of parading on the street to voice their disagreement. Due to the determination of the government of France, now, all of the citizens praise the government for making such a wise choice of building The Eiffel Tower and this determination also let us the younger generation has the chance to see this great tower standing high in Paris.

However, I am not saying that our government is doing the right thing. As obviously the right thing for government does not mean it will be all right for the citizens. It might be right from the taxi driver who said, "Keep our mind open!" It is true that sometime, we just think inside the box. I hope that our leaders think outside the box.

Today is Merdeka Day, which is The Independent Day, Alot had happened this 2 days. I am not going to elaborate more on it since my friends is updating all the details in their blog. So there is no point reading it twice.

I gain alot, also lost a few. However, this is life. No pain, no gain...

I had a promise with Eugene. In the coming 20 years time, we are going to pursue our dream, after this 20 years we are going to build a hospital. Oh cool, this is one of my dream as well since I want to build a city like PutraJaya. Definitely a hospital is needed. Furthermore I want to build a Uni which is one of the top of the world. This city is definitely one of the cleanest, with the least pollution available and environmental friendly . Probably build in Sarawak my dearest birthplace. I'm not bluffing or trying to talk big. I stand firm and i want to work on it. The goal is crystal clear.

I opened a new blog trying to inspire all the people outside to dare to dream big.
http://one-respect.blogspot.com

That's all for today.
How big the world is depends on how big your dream is.

Exciting day~~~

2008-08-26T23:54:00.002+08:00

ah~~~

this is my feeling now...finally got some breathing space. today is so called 'an exciting day'. I got my c pro code correct but my thumbdrive gone. Have to do all from the start again. I got pseudocode done, after send it to my friend i found out i din't save. Once again have to do it from the start.

Lost my SA assignment question paper, which in the end i still manage to get to it. I did my SA assignment till in the end all my friends got nothing to eat as the rain is starting to pour down. I'm very sorry though i know it is not going to help. Hungry is still hungry. Actually me too.

Went for swimming in the night. But in the middle of the pool i found out my leg cramped abit. Havta stop.

Have to go out and look for pen drive again. Haih~~~ My heart broke into pieces but still havta accept it. All my documents gone in a blink of eye. NVM learn from mistake that's not to do thing last minute.

Tomorrow will be a marathon of classes with 2 labs and 2 classes lining up from 8 am till 5 pm with an hour break in between.

As for Thursday, there will be 2 test lining up for me to face. I m not ready but I will have to be at that time...As for that day, it is a memorable day for one of my best buddy...
Happy Birthday in advance, yong xuen~~~

so it is a so 'lovely' day which I claimed it to be an 'exciting day'

anyway tomorrow will be a better day.
dedicate this song to all of you...'Daniel Powter - 'Better' Day'

hungry ah~~~

2008-08-20T23:58:00.002+08:00

how i wish i m at home now...

grab my key...

vroom vroom~~~my little kancil is ready to go...wateva food is within my helm...

now...stomach juz can't stop grumbling...pleading for food, food n food...

now is holiday leh...if i close my eyes...blink blink...hot hot kueh chap is in front of me...no no with an additional of TEH C PENG...omg...1 word syiok...

now no matter how hard i try to blink...stil is 1 word... "HUNGRY!!!"

i vr eao ah!!!

past few days~~~

2008-08-18T22:27:00.006+08:00

for the past few days...a lot of things happened but mostly i did is this...

1 day 5 hrs n 4 minutes all occurred in just 3 days...

u guys might be very familiar with the screenshot above as it is shown in wj's blog...

everyday he came to the door of my room...standing thr looking at me...shaking his head...

1 time....

2 times...

...infinitely alot...(grammar mistake i know)juz everytime he is in front of my door my eyes is stickin to my screen...

till just now...

oiii ch...sl been looking for the shares for this few days...haha...

nvm...anywhr i hav been in the game till 2010 3 seasons wif west brom...

achievements (in the game):

1. promoted to premier league

2. prevent relegated

3. 3rd season got the 1oth pos

4. semi in uefa

5. 1 time FA cup champ
6. 1 time finalist for League Cup

7. from a club value of 23.5 mil to now 61 mil

8. offered job from man utd, chelsea n so on n so forth

okok stop bout the game thing...

said bck the achievement (in real life):

1. eyes became 1 line 1 line...

2. tired

3. sleep less than 5 hrs per day...

4. lost communication wif lots of friends for 3 days at least?

haha...anywhr still got to go to visit some places tis few days la...so still ok la ho...

sunday manage to go to 1 utama...first time...

as usual...ktm's business is as gud as ever...packed wif a lot ppl...n n n lrt business is as efficient as ever...only 1 word = FAST!!! i m not telling lies u noe...

i got prove

see...told you the business is gud...

description about 1 utama...ALL in one is very true...but it is also seems relatively OLD...lolz...opinion nia la...

besides that i think everyone also know LCW lose to lin dan...so no nid to elaborate...

disappointed... *shake head*

this morning went to kuchai lama for "yu tao mai" = fish head bee hoon

oso 1 word = syiok!!! no pics available...

anywhr there is milestone to this post...

the first blog wif pics...ngek ngek...

okok...hope can juz stop that FM for a while...n finish here d lo...

holiday n study days

2008-08-16T13:46:00.002+08:00

holiday lo~~~
but no holiday mood...
previously study days
no study mood...

ngek ngek...nvm nvm...
i m goin 1u tmr...hohoho...chiak donut...
goin genting soon~~~

oso nvm nvm...
act i juz wanna recomend a song
nan quan mama - sia yu tian (rainy days)
nice nice..thumbs up

act bloggin oso bo mood tat's y tis few days no new post...got oso short short 1...

mystery???

2008-08-08T16:29:00.002+08:00

*knock knock*

i no response

den i heard sth outside...

walao so long 1 he sleep...

den i opened the door asked them ha mik su...

go eat lo...wat time now??already the next day already...

WAT??????

go bck c my phone...swt cheat kao me...

ever imagine u go sleep den wake up is 21 yrs later...wat is ur response??

@#%$#%^##$#^&^*

haha...act now i m 21 actually i m still wondering wat is my purpose on earth...i think i got a mission for me...and it is a big 1...hoho...

anywhere, today is 8th august 2008...it is olympic!!!

hope it will go on smoothly...

case closed

2008-08-06T00:04:00.002+08:00

muahahahahahahaha...

my beloved pencil case is found...ha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
though my rubber ju is gone but still ok la since i got it bck...so it is not categoried as a X file liao...

tis few days juz quite weird la, no mood in class...wanna sleep in class but came bck from class don wanna sleep liao...do everything oso bo xim bo xim like tat...

go class BO XIM
come bck sleep BO XIM
go lowyatt BO XIM
play dota BO XIM
swimming a bit XIM
study KO KAK BO XIM
my beloved lab instructor's lab report ABSOLUTELY BO XIM

sienz...d... i wanna bck to normal...bck to the top form in sg...common baby...put ur horse over...

the X file

2008-08-04T17:05:00.003+08:00

den den den den den den...(the x file song)

i placed it properly in my bag on thursday...yesterday nite i came bck...OMG it is GONE...

den den den den den den...

it is blue...rectangular...quite bulky with a badge outside...

den den den den den den...

i really like it a lot...anyone if c it pls tell me ok?really bring a lot of meanings to me...done by mom...

okok...it's my pencil case (o shud i said it a pencil bag?)pls la...pls show up...i really nid you i cannot live without you...pls don leave me la...i m goin crazy...grrr.....

kueh lan...no manner...

2008-08-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

i m told by my frien tat my partners means those full timers complainin to their ah head n they kena tiu...told not to learn me so kueh lan...i m so sorry...i think i m definitely wrong i will change it tomoro...i m d one kueh lan but they are the one kena nagging...

the prob is like tat, i m talkin to customer...and i m bombarded wif some questions i aren't able to ans so i ma call my supervisor asking tis asking tat...not juz one time...is like once, twice, thrice, forth time, fifth time, sixth time, seventh time, ... alot of time la...i m asking my supervisor even while he is serving customer, doing sth else...i ask til the customer he serving gone jor...now think bck i vr tiu lo...very kueh lan...and very no manners...i apologize thou i noe u will not b looking to it...

tmr i promise i will ask nicely and is while you are not busy...i m sorry...

marathon

2008-07-31T22:28:00.002+08:00

after doin a marathon of lab report 3 in a same week while 2 of them is the same...in the sense that i made a lot of ammendment to make it look like a THESIS report...hoho...wif citation here n there and prove here prove there add here add there...ok...not hectic but still ok just too lazy to write blog...

after a marathon of lab n class on wednesday...today i got some breathing space...wed is a day whr i got 2 labs and 2 class wif a combining of 8 hrs...ya u r rite...8 hrs...in a range of 8 to 5 wif a break in between of 1 hr...OMG tis is exactly the same wif the ppl working in the office...everyday every week every month every year...yap...there is an end...tat's to retire at the age of 55 o maybe 60?

ha~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ comfortable...tmr got work...haha...excited~~

i feel so comfortable now...breathing space breathing space

the previous 84 posts in friendster

2008-07-27T02:46:00.002+08:00

i just read the total of 84 posts of my previous blog in friendster...memories float bck...

i found out i m more matured bck den compared to the current me...i wrote sth even now i cannot produced...i gone thru hardship tat is incomparable to the slacking life i m goin thru now...i m now in a comfort zone whr thr is no nid to fight for it...i take everything for granted...i m movin backward now...

i got to go back on track...in my 84 posts in friendster i think got more than 50 posts is post with negative thoughts, complaints and all those not gud 1...

this 84 posts will i treasure for the rest of my life,it is a story of myself from an 18 yr old boy to now a 21 yr old guy thou still act like a boy...i think the blog is sth i can b proud of?haha...wif all those encouragement from my friends...

i think if not with that encouragement i m now like a statement i made while i m 18

conclusion = i only pass my chinese = sent back to malaysia = become a sweeper in malaysia

i was once a person looking dwn at ppl hu fail coz for me fail is not ez...but after i failed all my sub i tend to understand how they feel...but now i think i m bck to the one b4...now i got a statement for myself

if go lecture, sure will pass 1... if study a bit will get 3.0 a bit more den 3.5 d...i m bck to d arrogant sl...i hav to got to my humble self but not the low self-esteem 1...

i hav to got bck to the one hu wil nvr giv up in sg rather den now the one hu giv up easily...

haha... more o less like this la...

life goes on...the world cont spinnin (tis is usually wud i used to end my blog in friendster)

my 20th post

2008-07-27T01:11:00.002+08:00

this is my 20th post...relax la... not so little la...20th post in blogspot...

yesterday is SATURDAY...a day to happy about...slacking slacking and more slacking...eating eating and more eating...but but but...

i woke up go mph giv flyers (volunteer)...
wanna go 1 u but in the end friend in kedah liao...
wanna eat but end up go HIGH TEA in LT...1 waffle (not very nice) n 1 curry puff (same)...i m not complainin juz tat ... HAIH~~~~
i wanna eat BAK KUT TEH...
at nite i ate belacan fried rice...with an add-on telur dadar...thou the egg i wanted is CHAI POR NENG...OMG i miss u chai por neng...

nvm nvm...quoted sth from a drama full of leng zai leng lui...

we nid not nid to be with the one we love, but hav to bear the responsible we had...

damn funny tat ah ma but quite nice la...drama oso quite nice almost shed tears but luckily din...if not laffed by jern...

today is SUNDAY...wat's tat mean?

end of my weekend lor~den monday got monday blue lo...

just don read it...my own craps

2008-07-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

good evening everyone, i gt alot to say but juz can't say it out...i wish to apologize for all the wrong things that i had done towards you guys...i oso would like to thank you for forgiving me for my mischievious and childish behaviour...i noe excuses made doesn't set me free...

i would like to thank my family which includes my daddy, mommy and sister for pampering over the 21 years of my life...i did a lot of rong things but my ego told me not to admit it...hence day after day i got spoilt...

i like to get angry whenever i like...i like to win...this might not b gud in a sense tat it can oso b a gud thing for me...

now i wanna b a brand new man...i wanna make myself worth...high ego made me someone who don like to learn, made me think i m the smartest man on earth but i m not...this ego made me nvr wan to admit i did rong thou i m rong at a first place...this ego made me don even 1 greet the ppl around me...this ego made me isolated n now i m alone...luckily i think i met some true friends along this path who is willing to forgive all my childish and stupid acts...

this blog is juz for myself to say wat i think out loud...what kenny said is true...i m d person who noe how to say n donno how to do...i prove him right by doin everything just like he said...

i wanna change, but my ego juz don let me...EXCUSE i noe, this is d excuse i found for myself...

when someone really wants it, he will change 360 degree on the day itself...

talking itself is not enuf hence i don wanna tok too much...

i wanna prove it by actions and thanks for everything u guys gave me...

11:11

2008-07-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

i juz saw 11:11 from a movie it said that, when we see this time means that someone is missing you...thou i really see it quite frequently this few days...i wanna clear myself out tat i din c it on purpose it just accidentally struck my eyes...

it might also applicable when i myself is missing someone else...haha...but i do hope it is the other way though me myself realise it is IMPOSSIBLE!!! sob sob~~~

nvm nvm...i got a good news to share to you guys...mega project is proposed now it is up to us to make it come true...i mean US... oh yeah~~~ currently we got jern, hui, khai, xuen, billy n me in the team...

ok next time if u guys out thr accidentally saw 11:11 i mean ACCIDENTALLY not count down to that time ho...if accidentally saw it den someone is missing u...so watch out!!! might b the you like o an lian is missing you~~~huhu...

dozed off

famine

2008-07-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday nite juz heard david said about a 30 hrs famine camp...now i m vr vr vr vr super duper extremely incredibly hungry~~~

i asked chia hui, besides maggi any other option... he told me yes...

i extremely happy asked him wud? HUNGER!!!

i go bath...back i go ask him again... wanna cook maggi mei?no more option?tis time he said got a lot...

1. drink milo
2. don drink milo
3. cook maggi
4. don cook maggi
5. cook maggi n milo
6. don cook maggi n milo
7. lists go on

walao~~~za dou...hahahahahaha...is d only response

outside the rain seems like wanna rain n don wanna rain...my stomach starts to grumbling...like tis how to go famine camp?10 hrs tou kin liao...

i wanna go home~kch~

2008-07-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

omg wtf a 21 yr old guy homesick?ever since last time in sg i got homesick, i think tis is d first time ever i homesick while in kl...wif kenny juz went back yesterday...today i wanna go bck as well...though now i go bck i oso won't feel close wif kuching but juz that i feel home...

daddy n mommy i miss you...sis i oso miss you...how are you doin, ever since came to kl oso din go and find you yet...

now lucas start bloggin d...which i added in my affiliates d so pls do go support him as his blog is si pei funny...haha...

leg tiu kin till now still not yet fully recover... according to wui jern, if once leg is tiu kin it will nt recover 100% but i still optimistic it will la...

juz got crazy bout got a 1.5 mil jackpot but in reality i din even got a number close...stil boosting about it here n there wif my friends...luckily again they manage to not take my joke seriously...again thank you my frien...

i wanna go home...directionless...tmr is monday which is so blue for me...

stop waiting!

2008-07-18T00:30:00.001+08:00

for the past few years a lot hav changed o had changed...but r we ourselves are changing?

some tat had changed is a fact...for example, alaska's ice had been melting over the pass few years...now the ice covering the land is getting thinner. soon we might not even see ice land...

next the petrol's price is soaring to new height day after day from a barrel of below 100 usd to now around 140 usd per barrel. our gov is increasing the petrol price to rm 2.70 per litre. this is a fact tat cannot b changed. but... but we are still doin the same thing, is tis enough to corp with it? besides inflation rate is getting higher every year. of cause from some aspect this is good but for us, the citizens is not very good.

from i heard from my lecturer, in uk water is free. but if it is applied in malaysia, we will not even consider but just leave the tape open. i admit if it is me i will do it like that. i don't wat others will do. but i think...i think that typical malaysian will the same as i does. now even when we are charging for the water, the wastage of water is around 40% while in uk just around 10 to 20%. i m not saying that malaysian are unaware, many of us are aware that the world is sick. but just how far and what we had done to cope with it. just take an example, are you still using plastic bag?think it... i m sure that i got hell lot of plastic bags in my room n my house... cause i m one of the people who only how to say...

back to myself, for all the time being i only know how to talk big but never archieve anything. actually i m very impressed with those people who talk big but know how to archieve it. though might be not as big as what they talk but in the end they still did it. from one of my best friend's blog he did said that his life is a joke. so m i... for the past two years i have been and still is a very timid guy. this is just an excuse i must say. i m just too scared to fail. but this is what we thought since we are young. though i m blaming our education system.

just for example, we are penalised for the mistake we had done. for example, our teacher will said if you made the same mistake again you will be purnished. our parents will said if u don't behave yourself, i will ask the police to catch you. that's y we are taught to be a PERFECT person. though they always said that 'faillure is the mother of success' (direct translate from chinese)

that's why from little i seldom talk, cause talk more means wrong more. do more means wrong more. even in test the teachers tell us to minimize our mistakes, m i right?

day after day of accumulating, i obviously become a nerd. someone who are unable to communicate well. i m scared to communicate to girls i must say. i try to shut myself out from the world. i don't dare to try. though i know that after trying my life will be gone or what... just that i just too scared to step the first step out. i m setting the barrier for myself. the barrier which i think i cannot break it though is just like a bubble. a gentle poke it will burst.

in front of friends i will be the one talking big, boasting about this about that... my friend is obviously very understandable... thank you buddy. they always been supportive but in the end, it just end up as jokes...

i know i have to break the barrier myself cause no one is going help you unless you help yourself. it is the matter of time... i always tell myself to try to try to try...in the end, procastinating procastinating procastinating...wait wait wait...tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow...

i do hope after this i will be able to break the barrier myself. and for those out there who are having the same difficulties, let us work hard together...

2nd week in my campus

2008-07-14T22:11:00.000+08:00

ok now i m in my 2nd week...for the past weekend i had been to melaka wif friends...nt goin to talk much bout it...coz if wanna start donno when to stop...long story...

a few particular i would like to highlight thou

1. aunty margaret:
study hard, next time u will get u good life...in uni don waste time go find gf...waste money,waste time, later if pisah nid to sad again...if got den go for it, if not don force it...

2. walao smelly ah...tis is d only comment from the 2nd hotel we staying...rm 100 only la 2 queen saiz bed bo ho hiam la ho...

3. J: i wanna pang jio
wait for awhile
J: MCB KNN donno how to hear hokkien 1 hia...
K come out den J go in pang jio lo...
J: said d wanna pang jio still open water...
i laffed till ki ka lau..

4. in the mid of nite...almost mornin d...
i heard some noise bhind...i go c baru notice J is sleeping the whole bed while WJ got no place to sleep...

5. i hav been sleepin while getting colder...n my head got no more support...i wake up n had a look...SU had been gulung inside the 'selimut' and the whole pillow is slept by him for 75%...haha...sleepless nite...

6. watchin hellboy 2...
in d end i only rmb till when the prince of nuanda stabbed the knife onto hellboy...others slept...

shud b like tat la i think until now...others don rmb d...

long long time

2008-07-10T02:07:00.000+08:00

it is been a long long time since i update my blog...it is not tat i don wanna update juz tat recently too much things happen altogether...one after another...

chinese there is a saying tat 1 wave not dwn yet another wave come again...lolz...cold~~

sunday i reached kl d...at first we tot our apartment is being paid o mayb whole sem apartment's fees waived...tok till all hapi hapi...den reached here...

takder invoice...ha?ok nvm go to hostel lo

already had a lot of luggage d so we asked chia hui to help us check in...

5 mins passed...ah thian came out...u guys got no name...

ha?no name?impossible leh...we registered the earliest wo...lolz...

den we knew we got no apartment...the starts of journey of homeless...might be tis is a gud thing...went to my friend's house to stay for two nights...everyday oso go out here n thr...first nite go a frien's place to help him out a bit...go for a luxury looking chinese restaurent...hoho nice food i muz say....den go out welcome jacky from kl...den go teochew porridge...not bad but burnt a hole...lolz...

next day...gt all sorts of plannin which include several packages

1. movie den stimboat
2. movie den sing k den stimboat
3. movie den bowling den stimboat
4. sing k den stimboat
5. movie den bowling den sing k den stimboat (premier package)
6. stay at home (econ package)

haha in the end we went for a movie...HANCOCK...quite nice quite funny gud acting from Will Smith...thumbs up for him...after that went for western food in Chop N Steak...2 western food in 2 weeks...OMG...another hole burnt in my pocket...

apartment issue haven't settled...

den d third day wanna go out 1 but in the end came to sch to settle something but in the end cannot get our room...stay at frien's apartment

slept in the hall...omg no privacy at all

the next day = today

ur sleeping damn aggressive sial~i can hear the plastic flip flap sound...

haha~~my only response...got my room n is inside now...not bad i think...

until now still holiday...besides eat n play n sleep stil eat n sleep n play...hoho~~seems like holi not over yet...

chao d...tmr class at 8...

wat the...another sleepless nite

2008-07-05T10:34:00.000+08:00

omg i m goin crazy...no line at tis time?i cannot sleep again...mind juz can't stop spinnin...no connection here n thr...

i m goin nutz...but i don nid gonutz thou...

thousands of image is goin thru my mind...my mind can't stop thinking...grrr...nvr like tat 1 leh...is it tis is d after effect of sleeping too much in the morning...but tis is not wat i wan wud, i cannot sleep at nite...

i wanna shout out LOUD but cannot coz is too quiet at the moment later all of my family member wake up...is tis stress?don think so leh...i noe the feeling of stress when i m in sg...

wat is tis?insomnia tat kenny said in his last blog?

GRRRRR~~~spare me i nid some sleep tmr morning nid to do a lot of things...
now is 0339...i nid to sleep!!!

ki siao liao...wanna post tis post oso cannot...wanna call someone oso donno hu to call...does this mean tat i don hav a lot of friends?maybe kua since i m so UNbrave...

i wanna sleep...i nid sleep...i havta sleep...if not i m goin crazy liao...i nid to shout all this things out in my personal blog whr no one will notice...

no line cannot post den post tmr lo...tryin hard to sleep...

tis is wud i typed in the early morning using notepad juz now...

it is goin to b another sleepless nite...

2008-07-03T03:34:00.000+08:00

today is goin to b another sleepless nite...thou sleepy juz cannot fall asleep...i think my nervous system is too tension is time to take some cal mag...

nvm...so i will juz come here to share something wif all of u...

due to huiling's little request bout my sg scholarship i juz say sth about it...

may 2005 if not mistaken juz half a yr after i finish my form 5...after april fool a while i received a call

hello may i speak to Ten Sheng Loong

ya speaking (dizzy answerin a fon while sleepin u noe la)

we r calling from MOE sg

ha?

congratulation coz u r offered ASEAN scholarship...you havta come to sg at DATE (2 weeks after the fon cal)

David isit?don play liao la...april fool over liao...(stil dizzy)

no no we are calling from sg...

(look bck my fon...donno wud num so long 1...jump up)

oh sorry sorry

thr starts my journey...

accept o not?tis is wud i havta solve first...in d end say cincai la go nia la...

2 weeks after the fon call...i m in kch international airport...wif a lot a lot of friens...this 1 i m touched...too bad pics not here...

kachak...pic taken...go in ALONE...donno y tat time so daring but now so timid...

phew~~~ 1 hr later...

yittttttttttttttttttttt...landing at changi airport...donno wud to do...ask here ask thr...stil manage to check out...

call a taxi n reach oldham hall...another episode of story gonna reveal next time...

due to my frien said my blog too long lazy to read i divide to few parts lo...after all might not cont oso...coz it is the PAST...

try c can sleep o not...ciaoz

i can't fall asleep...

2008-07-01T05:14:00.001+08:00

Cannot sleep in this early morning…another day gone wif nth done…thr thr thr negative thoughts all over my mind…but is true nth’s done today…might b goin out wif friends and share those precious time together is sth to rmb?hoho…might b…

Sth I wanna share wif all of u

We won’t get happy wif sth more, v juz feel sad when sth is gone…I definitely acknowledge this 1…

Juz for example,now you aim for a vr gud result and in the end u got it…will u get happy?ya mayb juz a while in the end it is over…but if u failed?u got sad all over it…

Another 1…u always wanted the newest handphone and in the end u got it…are you happy?you will juz like ma oso like tat…nth strange…but u will feel vr depressed when handphone is stolen…

1 more,will you feel happy when u are always with your friends day n nite…stick together…like you go sch c him den nite time still c him…might b u juz feel normal…but when u leave to another country u feel lonely like a part of u is missing…missing them…like cannot survive…well tis is wud I felt when I m in sg…

Said bout sg, I m happy at first I got the scholarship but when I went thr I started to hate it…it is too STRESSED…but now scholarship gone…how I wonder I m still in sg…now I m in somewhr else…

1 more, at home u always hear ur parents grumbling bout u…say this say tat till u don want to listen bout it…but when u are alone u miss this kind of complains…m I rite?

All of us now are chasing for the cert ur uni is offering…but is this wud u 1?u 1 a cert for a better job?chasing ur dream outside?

Changing points of view…u in ur mom n dad’s shoes.how I wish my son are now in sg studying doctor o engineer…next time will b a vr successful person…but when his son got the cert decided to marry a foreigner…now the parents will like how I wish my son is wif me now…

Back to the basic…the parents only want his son to b wif them but in the mid of it glamour,fame,greed,expectation and everything we don nid came in…act all we juz want is juz to be together…

So…appreciate wat u hav…coz u will only noe how to appreciate it when it is gone…juz like me…appreciating the time tat is gone…

Omg it is 508 in the morning but I still can’t fall asleep…

1 month of pai ka

2008-06-27T05:31:00.000+08:00

i hav been spending 1 month slacking at home doin nothing...it is feeling gud~~

but in the end all i got is a feeling of emptiness...at home besides sleeping,eating,playing, spending money is still eating,sleeping,playing and spending money...spending money is outdoor thou...as well as bloggin...might b tis 1 can b considered the most meaningful 1?hoho...

wif a month of holi i hav been spending lots of money thou...every wednesday go for movie,nvr miss even once. even when the electric is down we all still go thr to watch...even without air con we still wanna watch...omg this kind of spirit if apply to other place i think i will b elsewhr...

FM seasons after seasons...omos all the player's name oso can rmb from front to back and even read from back to front...hohoho... n i juz got a double...but nth to b proud of coz saf oso got a double...n he got the fame n wealth i got *emptiness* but will still stick to the monitor tmr morning...

reading news after news of transfer speculation,SPECULATION only not confirmed oso so happy...like if they got the player i oso got a share of mine?haha...think bck oso funny... plus a little info,lampard goin to inter...hohoho... n i juz got a double...but nth to b proud of coz saf oso got a double...n he got the fame n wealth i got *emptiness* but will still stick to the monitor tmr morning...

1 more extra info,no surprise for the semis of euro spain n germany r thru the final...

ya somemore omos everyday oso viwawa...sometimes play till 4 in the mornin...big 2.5 la, wahjong,wahlord,stwack n so on...

always wanted to do sth...thr thr thr, stay at home too much negative toughts oso increased...nvm is juz a blog thou...act i oways think of plannin la do this do tat in my holi but din do...yr after yr...same things happen...again n again...tat's y i called myself pai ka cai...

don crap d la...it is 542 in the morning...go sleep liao... ciaoz~~

Football tok

2008-06-25T02:40:00.000+08:00

ole~~ ole ole~~
this year is Euro 08

i m not so looking forward to it...coz england is not thr...but this year i particularly look gud on 3 teams...portugal, holland and spain...maybe i m rong, the ball is round...portugal is beaten by germany while holland is beaten by russia...left spain...maybe they will bring back the trophy...hu noes?o even russia wif their super coach Guus Hiddink bring bck their first euro...hoho...

bck to wat i noticed juz now...i was playin FM (football manager) juz now i think all the football fans will noe wat is this...i found out tat a gud header DC can actually be a gud FC...hoho...gud target man...vidic scored 3 goals in 2 games...i mistakenly placed huntelaar in place of vidic...i din notice at first till i hav been wondering how come huntelaar's rating only stay at 6 while vidic double his tally...i tot mayb is fortunate...den the next match i place vidic bck to his on DC pos...the score is 0-0 till 40 mins i try the tactic again by placing vidic on the striker postion...GOAL!!! 1-0...haha perhaps SAF can think of putting vidic in front...haha great imagination i think...

ngek ngek...this season transfer window is interesting i must say...ronaldo shouting wanna leave...forgetting his teacher SAF,chasing the fame n fortune in Real Madrid...Real Madrid is willing to pay any price man utd goin to ask for...but SAF said i rather die den sell it to u...hoho...haiyo juz sell it la, get another 1 o 2 player plus a few hundred millions this yr all players bought ma free 1 lo...but i doubt the players bought can cover ronaldo o not...don 1 robinho la sneijder better,den hu play right leh?park?fletcher?nani?o hu else???

and next season there will be a vr strong force coming up...so beware to the top 4 teams in EPL...tottenham is comin...with villa landing to their team, dos santos and modric already confirmed part of their team...hoho...a scary attackin force tat is comparable to any of the top 4...

ronaldinho goin to Man City?hoho...mark hughes taking the hot seat in man city anything could happen...juz like roque santa cruz a perfect deal wif just 3.5 mil pounds i afraid now it had been tripled the price o even more...already got micah richards and michael johnson the kind of youngster tat goin to mould the shape of man city...sommo petrov n elano is still goin to play on...man city is another strong force to b frighten of...

while some of top 4 clubs' transfers...arsenal hijack man utd aaron ramsey for 2mils if not mistaken...this guy is said to be the most promising footballer in the region...if not mistaken...but man utd signed roma's 16 youngster which is labeled the next totti, davide petrucci...in return man utd loaned saha to roma coz is like man utd steal their youngster...den arsenal got any deal done that is samir nasri...however there is also some who depart from arsenal which includes flamini on a free transfer...while hleb and adebayor are oso tempted to move...

chelsea sacked Grant pity him...den hire the winning coach scolari...scolari 2 main transfer targets are torres and kaka but seems like he is not goin to get it...but he is goin to get deco...carvalho might not join scolari next season...he might join mourinho in his inter milan project...lampard is another looking point whether to join mourinho o to stay in london to acc his mom...while drogba hu asking for a transfer is willing to stay, perhaps look tat scolari can win trophy...

liverpool is lookin to sign barry but seems like the transfer fee is too high, with the departing alonso and crouch they are able to get around 20 mil pounds...according to rumours they are goin to sign silva...nice 1,den i heard they signed dossena(spelt correctly) a right bck if not mistaken...

i think tat's all for the football tok...we will see wat happens later...

Thank You Buddy!!!

2008-06-24T00:11:00.001+08:00

today lucas called me out...ok...

at first i din noe whr are them goin but i juz followed...den we went to buy shoes...baru i noe the shoes is for me...i m vr sorry for u guys to po fei...act u sim to hou d la...but i m vr thankful for the present...very nice...thank you buddy...

this is my thank you list...i would like to thank lucas tan, kenny lau, david ng, wui jern, chia hui, jacky chan, chin guan, shirley, choon poh, sing hui, yi chee, kelvin, samson, hui ling, han yong, ah wah, li yung, ting jun and did i left out any?i hope i don't if i did i add another 1 post for it...too bad that gillan, yong pin cannot come...jacky oso cannot come...kenny, samson n chin guan pulak test oso come...

other than tat i would like to thank everyone for the greetings tat i received tat day...thank you...particularly i would like to thank mei chui for sending a msg from australia and darren from singapore...

thank you buddy...i love u guys so much...

i m MELTING!!! save me...

2008-06-22T00:58:00.000+08:00

OMG she is so cute n adorable...

too far to reach...i think unreachable...o m i too scared?i donno...

after browsing for 162 fotos i m melting...i m not stalker though...

is tis called an lian?so keep as secret...